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Sunday, July 19, 2026

ANNA'S SIXTY; Castle Rock-WA

My cousin posted this timely article to her FB Page; it is exactly the  reminding encouragement & spiritual boost, I needed to hear this Sunday 😘

Anna is highlighted in the Scripture passage of Luke 2:36-38.

The Reminder: There isn't just one kind of prayer. There's authority prayer, for what's under your jurisdiction. Warfare prayer, against spiritual forces. And prophetic intercession … the Anna kind - for a person with free will, where you stand faithfully before God for years while honoring the choice Elohim, Himself, refuses to override (the choice of mankind's free will); Elohim waits for the turning towards Him to begin the healing, restorative work needed for a whole healing in lives that have been damaged. Nothing is beyond repair when hurting people turn towards Elohim for restoration, a healing touch from Yeshua, and power-infused, life-changing experience, from the Ruach HaKo'desh.

Spiritual Boost: You are exactly where you need to be, difficult as it may seem. As frustrating as it may look. Hardships always result in blessings. And love never fails. A mother's prayers are heard - and often answered in ways the natural eye cannot see: sometimes, the parent goes to their eternal rest without seeing the prayers answered. Free will … & God's timing, not ours. An unsaved spouse is covered & sanctified by the saved spouse; Elohim hears the prayerful pleas & often answers in ways the natural eye cannot see & many times, an unequal yoke is meant for a humbling of both hearts, for the benefit of His glory to shine forth.

There is no gain without pain.

If not for the rain, sunshine would be taken for granted.

God is good all the time … and all the time, God is good. Amen!

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ANNA'S SIXTY

~By Ruth Callahan

We preach Hannah, who prayed for one year and got her son. We preach Abraham, who waited twenty-five. Nobody preaches Anna.

She's four verses in the Christmas story, and most sermons walk right past her to get to the shepherds. A widow. A prophetess. 

Scripture says she served God in the temple night and day with fasting and prayer — and that she was eighty-four years old before she finally saw the promise she had waited her whole life for.

Do the math on that. Decades of interceding before the answer ever walked through the doors.

I found her the year I'd decided I was a failure.

I'd been praying for my son for a long time by then — longer than I like to count. And I'd started to believe the silence meant something about me. That if I were more faithful, prayed with more power, had less doubt, God would have answered by now. I looked around my church at the women whose children still sat beside them on Sunday and felt like the least faithful mother in the building.

Then a book I'd been given put Anna in front of me — really in front of me — and asked a question that turned the whole thing over. What if the length of your waiting isn't the measure of your failure? What if some of us aren't failing at all — we're Annas, called to a long watch, and nobody ever trained us for it?

Because here's what it taught me. There isn't just one kind of prayer. There's authority prayer, for what's under your jurisdiction. Warfare prayer, against spiritual forces. And prophetic intercession — the Anna kind — for a person with free will, where you stand faithfully before God for years while honoring the choice He Himself refuses to override.

I'd been praying like my son was still under my roof, commanding an outcome over a grown man who has his own will. It wasn't weak faith. It was the wrong weapon for a battle I was never taught to fight. Anna knew the right one. So did Daniel, who fasted twenty-one days while a war he couldn't see raged in the heavens. So did Paul, who asked three times and got a holy no and kept going.

There's a name for what they had. Intercessory longevity — the strength to keep praying faithfully when the battle is measured in years, not weeks. It's not the booby prize for mothers whose prayers "didn't work." It's the highest form of the thing. Anna didn't waste sixty years. She spent them holding a promise before the throne until it was time.

I don't know when my son's story turns. That's between him and God, and I've stopped pretending the timeline was ever mine to set. But I've stopped grading myself on it. His choices are his — not the final mark on my worth as his mother. And I've stopped believing the silence means I've been forgotten. A prayer can disappear into quiet and still be moving, kept before God, reaching a child in the places a mother's arms can't.

If you've been praying for years and started to think the length of the wait is proof of your failure — it isn't. You might just be an Anna the church forgot to prepare.

MOD MOSAIC PATTERN PAPERBACK COVER~Pattern; Castle Rock-WA

MOD MOSAIC PATTERN PAPERBACK COVER

I'm on a roll this month with designing paperback covers ✂️πŸ“πŸ§ΆπŸ“š

I've mentioned before - in previous posts - how I get bored quickly; well, I also get bored with the same-ole', same ole' … I need constant change: habits, scenery, tasty delights, patterns, ect. Right now, I'm kinds focused on switching out book covers.

I'm reading borrowed books from a friend, and the goal is to get them back to him without cover damages, hence the cover turnovers.

This cover will fit a paperback = 7-1/2" L x 4" W

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Materials: Worsted Yarn, in color of choice; small amount of scrap yarn for a length of marker yarn; Sock Yarn, small amount in matching color (or contrast color if desired) #I-9 & #1 aluminum crochet hooks; scissors; tapestry needle; trim of choice (if trim is desired)

Terms used:

MC = main color

CC = contrast color

FR LP = frnt loop

BK LP = back loop

ch = chain

EA = each

EO = end off

rem'g = remaining

rpt = repeat

RS = right side

r = row

sc = single crochet

st = stitch

T = turn

WS = wrong side

x = repeat


With yarn & crochet hook, make a chain of 56

Row 1: T & sc in 9 ch, place marker yarn, sc in next 37 ch, place marker yarn, sc in rem'g 9 sc; ch 1 & T

Row 2: Sc in 9 ch, slide marker up row, sc in next 37 ch, slide marker up row, sc in rem'g 9 sc; ch 1 & T

Row 3: With MC sc in 9 ch, slide marker up row, drop MC & attach CC, carrying MC along backside of work - work this CC pattern *dc in front loop of sc of previous row & sc in back loop of next st*; rpt * to * across 23 sts, place marker yarn, drop CC & pick up MC to sc in rem'g 24 sts … and continue to slide marker up row to mark cover flap 9 sc; ch 1 & T

Row 3 pattern - dc in front loop of sc of previous row
Row 3 pattern - sc in back loop of next st
Row 3 pattern - rpt dc & sc pattern a TL of x23 sts, M, sc x24; slide markers up row~Front-facing view.
Row 3 pattern - carrying MC along backside of work; WS view.

Row 4: With MC, sc across row - carrying CC along frontside of work, & slide markers up row as you come to them (55)

Carrying CC along backside of work; RS view.

Rows 5 thru 31: Rpt rows 4 & 5 for pattern; for a length of 7"; checking now and then for length (every book is sized differently, even if quoted measurements are the same). EO

Row 5~Work Row 3 dc, sc pattern.
Work in established pattern for a length of 7-in; checking now and then for length.

Go back to the beginning of the last row & attach MC … work 1 row of sc. EO

Finishing: With RS facing, fold 10 sts of the flap backward & whipstitch EA end closed - weave in loose ends. Turn flap inward to make a pocket to slip cover edge into. Rpt with other cover flap, in same manner.

Turn flap inward to make a pocket to slip cover edge into.

Page Marker: With #1 hook & sock yarn; attach yarn in center top of Book Cover, & make a ch of chosen length - attach trim (or not) & back chain to beginning ch. EO and weave in loose ends.

Button trim page marker.

Friday, July 17, 2026

MOD CROCHET BLUE PAPERBACK COVER~Pattern; Castle Rock-WA

MOD Crochet Blue Paperback Cover

It was a rocking, wet, Day here: a miserable time to be out & about, but I had a dentist appointment at 9 AM - so, we bundled up & braved the stormy weather ☔️⚡️

When I got back from the dentist, I decided to design & craft πŸ“πŸ§Ά✂️ another paperback cover πŸ“• … I get bored easily, and this seemed something I could do that would occupy my time until the Novocain πŸ’‰wore off - it was also a chance to try a new crochet pattern (not my own pattern, but an interesting one I saw viewing an online reel), which I used for the cover trim πŸ˜‰

This pattern used very simple, basic crochet sts - even the trim that may sound complicated, is actually a very simplistic, repeating pattern; easy & quick to do.

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Materials: Red Heart Worsted Yarn, in MC, CC1 & CC2; small amount of scrap yarn for a length of marker yarn; Sock Yarn, small amount in matching color (or contrast color if desired) #I-9 & #1 aluminum crochet hooks; scissors; tapestry needle; trim of choice (if trim is desired)

Terms used:

MC = main color

CC = contrast color

ch = chain

EO = end off

rem'g = remaining

rpt = repeat

r = row

sc = single crochet

T = turn


With MC yarn, & crochet hook, make a chain of 49; T

Row 1: Ch 1 and  sc in 8 ch, place marker, sc in next 32 ch, place marker, sc in rem'g 8 ch; ch 1 & T

Work in sc rows, until you have completed 30 rows total - moving marker up row to keep count accurate. EO

Trim: With a length of scrap yarn, mark where you want your trim placement.

With crochet hook, attach CC1 to bottom edge of trim placement marker - centering evenly.

Yo & draw yarn through all loops on hook.

Yo & draw yarn through all loops on hook.

Holding 1st loop against hook shank, slip the hook tip under the next 3 loops … yo, & draw yarn through the 3 loops.

Hold 2 loops against hook shank, slip the hook tip under the next 3 loops … yo, & draw yarn through the 2 loops.

Hold 3 loops against hook shank, slip the hook tip under the last  loop … yo, & draw yarn through all 4 loops on hook.

Slip the hook tip under the last loop, & draw yarn through all 4 loops.

Repeat the loop process, until you have reached the length needed. EO & weave in loose ends.

With a light hand, tack the trim in place.

Rpt the loop design process to length needed.

With CC2 & crochet hook, secure the trim to book cover with sl sts. EO & weave in loose ends.

Finishing: With RS facing, fold 10 sts of the flap backward & whipstitch EA end closed - weave in loose ends. Turn flap inward to make a pocket to slip cover edge into.

Repeat with other cover flap, in same manner.

I did not make a bookmark for this cover, but I have included my method for making a bookmark if one is desired:

Page Marker: With #1 hook & sock yarn; attach yarn in center top of Book Cover, & make a ch of chosen length - attach trim (or not) & back chain to beginning ch. EO and weave in loose ends.

Thursday, July 16, 2026

REFLECTIONS; Castle Rock-WA

Halfway through the silent treatment morning coffee, I decided to go for a walk.

In another town.

So, I did:

Willow Grove Park on Willow Grove Rd, Longview-WA from Toutle River RV Resort, in Castle Rock-WA; via Delameter & Coal Creek Roads~34 mins (21.8 mi)
Putting distance between me and animosity.
Self preservation is not wasting time.
Nothing is going over very well right now …
I ended open disrespect aimed at me, in 2020.
Cargo ship PAN MAJESTY anchored off Willow Grove-WA~PAN MAJESTY is a Panama-flagged, large-capacity single-deck bulk carrier, designed for grain and bale cargo. It departed from Pyeongtaek, South Korea on 21 June 2026, and is bound for Kalama, USA
Bunny Tail wild grass in the looping trail gravel.
Pretty, little, delicate lilac hued wildflowers; along the trail.
Beautiful red trunked Pacific Madrone, Arbutus menziesii evergreen: (https://nativeplantspnw.com/pacific-madrone-arbutus-menziesii/)
It was a beautiful morning to be out walking.
Little but loud; Banded Kildeerbird. 
(https://www.eastsideaudubon.org/corvid-crier/2019/8/26/killdeer)
The 2 acre, fenced, Dog Park area is sectioned - for different sized dogs.
My mileage was actually more than recorded; I started tracking late.

The walk was enjoyable.

The sunshine felt wonderful on my skin.

The sounds of nature were welcome.

I was beginning to feel that the animosity that drove me from home, was worth it.

Leaving the Park, I felt a prodding in my spirit to drive up to Columbia Heights & see if Keenager's was still happening - so, I gave in to the prod and went that way:

Valley Christian Fellowship, LV-WA from Willow Grove Park, LV-WA; via Willow Grove Road & Pacific Way~20 mins (10.5 mi)
Valley Christian Fellowship; #3136 Columbia Heights Rd., LV-WA
Making some changes for self-care.
Reflections Of My Life | Marmalade | Lyrics: 
(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wD9D7PUITU0&list=RDwD9D7PUITU0&start_radio=1)
Slipping back into solo lobo mode, for self-care.
It's true he has rushed me through 23 states; rushing is not stopping and exploring. The past 2 years we never went past CA & AZ, because if he can't rush back to kelso non-stop, when beckoned … life gets miserable real quick. Fear that Mark or Lana will  die suddenly from overdoses, keeps him tethered to the kelso madness. It's unhealthy for him. It's unhealthy for our marriage. And it's annoyingly frustrating for me.

Entering the building, my eyes were happy to see old friends - and they, in return, were also happy to see  me, again; Judy & I shared an enthusiastic hug, her husband Dave welcomed me from the pulpit & happily introduced me to the newcomers since I'd last been there - about 4 years ago. I made new friends, and Bonnie and I talked for about 20 minutes … and I was glad for the helpful information she provided me, concerning places that need a helpful hand & a friendly face: I'm going to be looking into those opportunities.

Once Holland starts his knee relief procedure's, we'll be here in WA, well into 2027.

Holland will no doubt appreciate me being gone a couple hours.

And I will appreciate some time away from the black mood attitude, that sours the home atmosphere.

My table; I was glad to note that Alice is still among the living; she's been on my mind. So had Judy & her husband Dave, & David, & Bonnie - seeing all of then again, made my heart happy.
Linda & Judy; Bonnie & Dave.
David & Alice.
Hymns sung - I prefer hymns for fellowship services; rock music is for private time, not the Lord's time.

The topic today was Naomi, from the Book of Ruth.

Naomi was Ruth's MIL. Naomi was grieving the of deaths her husband, and her 2 sons. She changed her name from Naomi (which means "pleasant" or "delightful") to Mara, saying, “Do not call me Naomi; call me Mara (literally meaning bitterness), for the Almighty has dealt very bitterly with me” (Ruth 1:20-21). She then told her widowed Moabite DIL's - Ruth & Orpah, to return back to their mothers … Ruth remained loyal to Naomi, refusing to leave her; but Orpah eventually left. Ruth loved Naomi, and said, "I will never leave you; wherever you go, I will go also: and your God will be my God." Naomi paired Ruth with Boaz - and their son had a direct lineage to Yeshua's earth parents.

The thrust of the message today, was that even in acute bitterness and despair, Elohim is busily working it for good & righteous benefit. Death creates grief & sadness … but, it can also be molded by Elohim's mercy to birth new beginnings & blessing.

Today holds the seeds of tomorrow; sow wisely.

If, in hard & difficult times, we keep our eyes turned towards Elohim, and our hearts soft towards Yeshua - instead of becoming angry with Elohim over unmet expectations & defining ourselves by momentary circumstances: Elohim will give us a hope of a future where there seems nothing but emptiness.

Elohim never promises a comfortable Life = He promises a faithfulness that carries blessedness.

The Scripture passages were: Proverbs 3:5-6; Isaiah 55:8-9; James 1 (focus on v. 8); & Romans 8:8-29

As Christians & joint-heirs with Yeshua, Scripture defines reality for us.

We are not self-resilient.

We are not self-centered.

Ultimately, our lives are under Elohim's control - and the circumstances He brings into our lives are therefore perfect, for he is perfect. Elohim's Plan … though very difficult at times … is always perfect.

And. the Lord is reliable.

It was a timely message, and I was thankful that I had been prodded to go to Keenager's. I will be going back, often.

I asked - and Elohim heard.  The message hit on everything I have been dealing with.
Toutle River RV Resort in Castle Rock-WA from Valley Christian Fellowship in Longview-WA; via WA 411 N (Nevada Dr., Westside Hwy., & Barnes Dr.)~25 mins. (15.5 mi)