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Tuesday, October 31, 2023

SKETCHY INTERNET

October 30th: Man! It was a cold morning (the desert is naturally nippy when the sun isn't shining; & the wind is still gusty here) - so, I plugged the space heater in to ease the chill on my aging body ;-)

Then, went online … only to lose the signal just as quickly :-(

Holland used the Resorts WIFI - and it was frustratingly slow & kept cutting out, too.

Sketchy internet was the name of the game all day long. The high winds and flying sand just kept causing interference.

Another 'stuck-in-the-house' day; gusty winds, blowing sand dust (brown 'haze' in background): our lungs feel the unpleasant effects of sand dust if we spend time outside during these days, and neither one of us need/want to take that risk.

So, to beat cabin fever, we went for a little drive around the neighborhood; to "get the lay of the land" …

Walking out the door …

… and when we got back home Holland spent time in the kitchen juicing and creating tasty meals - and I ran Bleu in and out of the house (quickly, so sand dust wouldn't cause easy breathing complications), played my Jewel Quest game; and educated Holland on Clive Cussler (he had no idea who the man is!): a few months back we has stopped at Appelo's in Naselle, and I bought a paper bag full of Clive Cussler novels. Holland wasn't happy about the "added weight" he considered completely unnecessary, but I knew they'd be needed at some point; when the weather stinks, and the internet goes down … they are needed :-)

Holland juicing a power drink for me; his own fruit combo "for your heart & lungs, Baby."
High winds kept knocking internet out … so, I played my Jewel Quest Game for a bit; it's not as easy as it looks: I've been stuck here, for weeks.
Currently reading this Clive Cussler adventure.

The night sky was pretty with a pink cloud sliver; I hope it is a calm day tomorrow when we pack up and move across town.

Tonight's sunset.

Sunday, October 29, 2023

HIGH WINDS & FLYING SAND~Desert Holiday RV Resort, Yuma-AZ

Yesterday we had taken Bleu to a gravel lot a few paces down the street, to run free and chase his little blue ball - but Holland noticed some sort of tiny stickers that had attached themselves to the truck tires … and then he noticed that there was green growth among the pea gravel that had the sharp things all over them.

And then … I noticed them … because I had worn my rubber flip-flops instead of my heavier soled sandals: my tender soles were being stabbed! We put Bleu back in the 4x, and I carefully hobbled back to the 4x, where I removed the hard-as-bone plant barnacles with a pen :-(

The, we checked Bleu's paw pads, and were relieved to see that his feet were safe. How he managed that is still a mystery because the tires and my feet weren't so lucky.

Ouch! Sandspurs = 'prairie shrapnel' (internet pic)

On our way back home, Holland said, "Tomorrow, we'll get up early and drive down to the border. We'll spend a couple hours out of the house - and you can get pictures of Mexico, and the Colorado River."

That was the Plan for this morning ;-)

All that changed overnight :-(

Hazy morning with flying sand caught on the strong, high winds. 6 A.M.
Never received a 'red flag' warning before … I sat up & paid attention. We were definitely rocked by a 50-mph wind gust; I'll have to keep Bleu on a leash when he goes outside to do his 'business'.
Our planned Border-Colorado River Daytrip is shelfed today.
Strong, high winds … and flying sand.
Bleu thinks he's still a 10-pound puppy. LOL
Holland is my blessing; Elohim's love gift, to me.
Patrick Swayze - 'She's Like The Wind' song:  (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Gbz-Lau5tc)
This gypsy-hearted woman loves her big guy :-)

So, we're going to hunker down in our rocking RV, today; and let the winds blow as they will ;-)

Holland made a yummy breakfast - and a delicious power drink: Holland's power drinks are original (no hard-n-fast recipes); they are silky smooth, and milk-shake-substance (not watery like store bought drinks).

Totally yummy :-)

Breakfast; thick sliced bacon & Holland's original recipe chunky omelet (eggs (no growth hormones or vaccines), cheddar cheese, red onion, zucchini, tomatoes, Anaheim pepper, salt & pepper).
I'm 5'2" and curvy; Holland likes my 'kardashian' rear end … I think he feeds me to deliberately keep my {biscuits} at mile-high status. LOL ;-)
Holland's own power drink; raw pineapple, raw ginger & whole lemon.

Today will be a total "Veg-out Day" with nothing more exciting happening than hugs, kisses, and TV movies … which, with the right person can be very exciting ;-)

Saturday, October 28, 2023

THE ELITE'S DANGEROUS PATH – Twila Brase; The Olive Tree Ministries

The Elite's Dangerous Path - Jan Markell and her guest, Twila Brase, discuss the likelihood of Covid round two. Published on 27 October 2023: (https://olivetreeviews.org/radio-archives/)

I STAND WITH ISRAEL

I stand with Israel.

Israel Pulls Diplomats From turkey to reassess ties as erdogan blasts its ‘war crimes’: (https://www.timesofisrael.com/israel-pulls-diplomats-from-turkey-to-reassess-ties-as-erdogan-blasts-its-war-crimes/?fbclid=IwAR31f8z1VDH2z7tcB7QHWZL22GfPI3UjzlLv7eH8FANwp3afWE78HoaQUMA)

I have watched the so-called 'palestinian' farce since the 1970's: muslims DO NOT WANT peace with Israel … and always they praise terrorist cowards who hide behind women's skirts and children's schools - they don't give shit about their own women and children who get caught in the {holy war} crossfire.

palestinians are like school yard bullies that arrogantly pick a fight - and then run screaming and whining to the principal, to demand the victim be penalized for the provoked injury.

erdogan stands in solidarity with terrorists and global war-mongers; he is standing hand-in-glove with countries that call for the annihilation of Jews and Christians.

turkey & china solidarity. July 2019
turkish erdogan in solidarity with iran, russia … and china (not shown). Sept. 2019

erdogan is supporting global war - this is BIBLICAL PROPHECY being played out before our eyes.

Any {'christian' or 'church'} who sides AGAINST Israel will not make the 1st Call … and it's doubtful they will even make the 2nd. Just saying. The stage is being set for the Call; which will lead to Armageddon.

SABBATH REST~A Powerful Gift From God

My new husband does not share my Messianic Faith; and he does not understand my Sabbath Day observation.

In fact, he thinks I adhere to seventh-day-adventist observances … even though I adamantly refute that cultish religion, and have repeatedly told him that I am not seventh-day-adventist in any way.

This misunderstanding has led to some weekend angst between us.

Holland has some religious things I'm uncomfortable with, too (like the bethel church mindset & music; which I believe is a religious cult); so, I prayerfully give him some slack on topics we agree to disagree on. I know that at some point Elohim will bring us to a middle ground we can both comfortably stand on ;-)

Yes, I observe the Sabbath Rest: I do this the best way I can - and sometimes my {rest} can get pretty harried when the world's chaos presses in on me. But the {rest} is always there - I never let that completely slide; no matter how the day unfolds: my thoughts are always focused on Yeshua and His place in my Life (if I cannot be reading His Word, I rely on the Ruach HaKo'desh - the Holy Spirit - to bring refreshing Scripture passages to the forefront of my thoughts). Music that uplifts, focuses on, and encourages reliance on Yeshua is always a part of my day (if not actually playing … it is running through my thoughts). If a chance encounter leads to sporadic fellowship - I'm feeling blessed and loved by Elohim. I eat on the Sabbath - if that includes grocery shopping and meal preparation, I know Yeshua understands and spreads His grace over the activity. I purposefully carve out time to spend with my husband - Holland is my gift from Elohim, I include thanksgiving for his presence in my life when I bless Elohim for all His gifts (which include the gift of salvation through His Son, Yeshua).

No matter what is going on Friday through Sunday, Yeshua is at the heart of it. Always.

I am not orthodox in any way/shape/or form, according to any religion: I adhere strictly to Scripture, which means I observe my Sabbath Rest by including and acknowledging the grace by which Yeshua, Himself, observed the Sabbath Rest.

I have some Jewish DNA (Ashkenazi on my father's side; Sephardi on my mother's side).

I am a Christian (follower, disciple, envoy of Yeshua (Jesus)).

I am a Messianic Believer = a Jewish Believer in Yeshua as the promised Messiah (Savior available to Jew and Gentile).

I am one in a sea of many that make up The Body of the church - I am The Church: I do not 'go to church'. Occasionally, when possible, I fellowship in a building filled with Believers (The Church), this is how I met Holland: but I do not believe sitting in a building makes me "saved". I believe that belief in Yeshua makes me saved, and that fellowshipping with, and sharing the Gospel with someone in the grocery store, in a Park, or walking a hiking trail can be just as effective (sometimes more so) than sitting in a building run by a religious corporation with a religious mindset. I believe Yeshua can minister through me and to me outside of a building titled, 'Church'.

I am The Church: I do not 'go to church'. Holland and I disagree on this, as well.

I, as a set-apart-person (saved and sealed by Elohim for Yeshua's purposes) keep the Sabbath Rest as a set-apart-time to focus on Yeshua. And … as Yeshua, Himself … I also tend to daily activities that need attending to: I do not withdraw from life unfolding around me, to sit on my laurels and stare into space. I engage in life unfolding around me, as He did (and does), while keeping the Day "holy" by submitting myself to His purposes at any given moment of the Day I have purposefully set aside to abide in Him.

I am not engaging in cultish behavior.

I am engaging in behavior Yeshua, Himself, exampled.

No matter what I am doing - I claim Friday sundown to Saturday sundown as "a time of rest"; meaning I shelf the worries and concerns of this world and focus solely on the goodness and faithfulness of Yeshua Ha'Mashiach (Jesus, The Messiah). And I include Sunday (The Lord's Day = Resurrection Day) in my Sabbath Rest, thereby extending my peaceful rest in the Godhead (Father-Son-Holy Spirit = the Trinity, Three in One). Obviously I am not observing any religion - or religious activity in MY Sabbath observances: by grace, and with the understanding of Scripture as I read it (verbatim), I honor Yeshua as He is meant to be honored, the best way I know, in how I understand His Word.

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(1) Yeshua (Creator) earmarked one day out of seven. He knew humans would need a reprieve from a busy week – a time to stop; a time to rest and reflect - a time to remember why we are living the lives we are living. It could even be understood that the need for the Sabbath Rest was designed and purposefully tucked into our DNA at the very beginning of mankind's birth.

(2) Prioritizing Sabbath Rest reminds us to rest in the presence of Yeshua, to offer up our shortcomings to Him, and to spend quality time in relationship with Him - and when possible, in fellowship with other Believers. Yeshua's Sabbath Rest requires that we set aside our works to set our hearts on Him. Sabbath redirects our gaze to the work done on the cross.

(3) Yeshua (Jesus) ministered, and healed, on the Sabbath Day … which brought harsh judgment from His critics, who challenged His authority over the Sabbath. When pious religious critics attacked Yeshua (Jesus) with scornful "you aren’t keeping the Sabbath right" accusations; based on their varied and complicated man-made regulations, they were ignorantly and arrogantly accusing the supreme designer and planner of Creation Week: the One Who had Himself blessed the seventh day and made it holy. Yeshua used the occasion to reiterate what had been true from the beginning: ‘The Sabbath was made for man, not man for the Sabbath.’ Man-made complicated religious restrictions, had reversed the original Plan. He then announced that He was ‘Lord even of the Sabbath’ (Mark 2:28) … its very Creator, and thus its rightful Interpreter.

(4) It is a common view (and misconception) that because of His nonorthodox treatment of the Sabbath, Yeshua (Jesus) abolished the need to observe the seventh day altogether … but that is a serious misrepresentation of Yeshua's actions and words: His Lordship does not abolish the Sabbath; why would Yeshua (Jesus) disregard something over which He claims Himself as Ruler? Instead, He reinforces the vitality of Sabbath Rest as a necessity for sustaining life, on every level. We, who claim Yeshua (Jesus) as our ‘Lord’ should open up space – the seventh day, as He planned – in reverence, to physically, emotionally, and spiritually benefit from the Lord of the Sabbath: Who looks to do good, Whose intentions are to save lives and make life enjoyable, and Who by grace restores health.

(5) For Early Believers (those Jewish converts who personally knew Yeshua when He walked among them, and those Jew & Gentile converts who heard and believed the Apostles' ministries, concerning Yeshua), to live by grace meant to not live by The Mosaic Law. So evidence for how the Early Church held to Sabbath Rest is varied. It seems the Early Church celebrated Sabbath as a remembrance of creation; but Yeshua's (Jesus’) resurrection lent new meaning to their Sabbaths.

We see first-day worship (Saturday night or Sunday morning, in honor of the day of Jesus’ resurrection) was often observed in conjunction with rest on the seventh day (Saturday). By the second century, Sunday worship was a widespread Christian tradition. Thus, it became known as the “Lord’s Day” and later Sunday, and in many denominations, it supplanted the Sabbath altogether, totally misrepresenting the Lord they claim to honor.

(6) There are many religious organizations (catholic, seventh-day-adventists, bethel charismatic) that observe cultish man-made Sabbath regulations; but when we, as Messianic Believers in Yeshua Ha'Mashiah (Jesus the Messiah) observe His Sabbath Rest as He intended (exampled in the first four Gospel Books), we can't go wrong.

And, eventually my new husband will come to an understanding of why the Sabbath Rest is necessary to Believers in Yeshua (Jesus).