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Tuesday, September 16, 2025

WAITING OUT DISASTERS; Coalinga-CA

The first thing that grabbed my immediate attention this morning was that we can't stay here: I woke up to hearing Holland hacking his guts out - it really concerned me; I expected to find him downstairs with a blood spattered handkerchief … I didn't, thank God (he was just pale and breathless), but we need to leave here at month's end. We came to CA from WA (a mere 20 days ago) basically to see if we can spend significant time here in the sunshine: this morning made clear that we can't. We are finding that no matter where we go, the smoke and the air-borne dust is a constant through the Fall & Winter months, in the Southren portion of the USA 😒

This morning after I joined Holland downstairs, I researched the regions Holland had hoped to go from here, to get to Florida sometime in December this year … but they are off the table, too, for the same reasons we can't stay here 😔

Brownsville, TX, experiences significant issues with airborne dust, particularly in certain neighborhoods due to a local mineral processing plant, leading to health concerns and environmental problems. While general air quality in the metro area is sometimes ranked as poor for particle pollution, Brownsville's "dustiness" is often a localized phenomenon caused by industrial activity rather than a widespread, inherent characteristic of the city's climate. A primary source of dust is a mineral processing company, Milwhite, located in an industrial area, which has been cited for failing to meet safety codes and has created a persistent dust problem for nearby residents. Residents have described entire neighborhoods being covered in dust from this plant, with homes and cars caked in it. Residents have reported respiratory issues, aggravated eczema, and chronic coughs, indicating that the dust poses a significant health risk. The larger Brownsville-Harlingen-Raymondville metro area has been named one of the most polluted areas in the country for year-round particle pollution by the American Lung Association.

Florida's "dustiness" primarily comes from the regular, normal transport of Saharan dust from Africa across the Atlantic Ocean, which occurs in waves, mainly during the summer and fall months: the African easterly jet, a high-altitude air current, carries these dust clouds thousands of miles across the Atlantic to the Caribbean and the southeastern United States, including Florida. These dust plumes create hazy skies, reduce air quality, and can cause respiratory and eye irritation for sensitive individuals, though they also help suppress tropical storms and provide nutrients to ecosystems. The amount of dust varies each year and can settle on surfaces like cars, leaving a residue after rain, according to WSVN. The dust increases the concentration of mineral particles in the air, which can trigger respiratory issues, coughing, eye irritation, and symptoms similar to allergies for some people, especially those with asthma. Individuals with respiratory conditions or those who are sensitive to air pollution should minimize their time outdoors during heavy dust concentrations. Wearing a face mask can help filter out dust particles and reduce inhalation. On dusty days, keeping windows and doors closed can help keep dust out of homes.

A sand storm ran us out of AZ. A sand storm ran us out of Ocean Park-WA. Now, sand storms combined with wildfire smoke, are running us out of CA.

This weather pattern is ridiculous 😳

Holland had me look up two possible places in Oregon - after research Medford was pulled; but Brookings is still on the docket:

Medford-OR is a very dusty city, primarily due to significant issues with particle pollution from wildfires and other sources. The American Lung Association has repeatedly ranked the Medford-Grants Pass area among the worst in the nation for particulate matter pollution. Summer wildfire seasons are a major contributor to Medford's poor air quality. Smoke from fires in Oregon and California can dramatically increase the concentration of particulate matter in the air for weeks at a time. Medford is located in the Rogue Valley, which acts like a bowl that traps smoke, dust, and other pollutants. Due to its location, Medford is one of the least windy places in the United States, meaning air is not circulated or cleared out easily. The area experiences winter weather inversions that trap particulate matter from wood smoke and other sources near the valley floor. Historically, these inversions were aggravated by orchard smudge pots and other industrial sources. Transportation and industrial activities contribute to the baseline level of particulate pollution in the air. Medford's low-wind environment allows airborne dust and other particles to settle more easily. The particulate matter (PM2.5) that makes the air dusty and smoky is small enough to enter the lungs and bloodstream, where it can cause cardiovascular, respiratory, and cerebrovascular problems. To combat dust from non-paved surfaces, Jackson County has a dust abatement program. It applies treatments to unpaved roads and requires property owners to control windborne dust from open storage piles or yards. During fire season, residents often need to take precautions, such as staying indoors, to protect themselves from hazardous smoke.

Due to its location on the coast, Brookings, Oregon, is generally not considered a dusty area. It has a wet, mild climate with frequent precipitation during the fall and winter, and it does not experience the dry, dusty conditions common in inland and eastern parts of the state. The average relative humidity stays fairly high year-round, which helps keep dust particles out of the air. Brookings gets a significant amount of rainfall, particularly during the wet season, which runs from late October to late April. The rain washes dust and dirt out of the air and off surfaces. The coastal location means it gets frequent onshore ocean breezes. These winds are typically clean and free of the dry, dusty air that might blow from other directions. According to air quality forecasts, air pollution in Brookings poses little to no risk, which indicates a low level of airborne particulates, including dust. While the area generally isn't dusty, you can expect some seasonal variations: Wet season (fall and winter): This is the least dusty time of year, with frequent rain keeping the air and ground clean. Dry season (summer): During the drier months, some localized dust might be kicked up on unpaved surfaces, but it is not a widespread issue like in drier climates. If you hear anecdotal reports of dust in the area, they might be referring to specific, localized situations: Construction or unpaved roads: A temporary or localized increase in dust can occur near construction sites or heavily trafficked, unpaved roads. This is a normal phenomenon and not representative of the wider community.

When we came south last month, the goal was to see if we could set up long term here in CA - Holland seriously hates CA, so this was a major concession on his part towards me: despite everything, Holland truly has been a good husband to me, in that he has consistently gone above and beyond to make my road gypsy dreams come true, and I am thankful-grateful-& appreciate of those self-sacrificing actions. But, Holland's lung health is the important thing at the moment, and I am insisting we pull stakes here and give his Brookings-OR agenda a try; CA is the end of the road as far as [down south] is concerned … and I don't see us traveling East past this point because we have to go through health compromising dust clouds to get East. It's just not doable, for us.

Since we tied the knot, sold the house I bought with Bob, & started living on the road in 2023 … we've been to Utah, Nevada, Arizona, New Mexico & a corner of Texas: frequent dust devils are kicked up that hang in the air for weeks on endLouisiana, Mississippi, Alabama, Florida, Georgia, South Carolina, North Carolina, Virginia, West Virginia, Tennessee, Arkansas, Missouri & Kansas are generally dry soil areas with dust storms - and most of the coastward states all get a blast of the Saharan dust clouds, which keeps the air toxic for months.

Pennsylvania, Ohio, Indiana, Illinois (Elohim kept us safe during our passage through the deadly dust storm on I-55 in 2023 where poor visibility from windblown soil led to multiple fatalities and crashes), Oklahoma, Kentucky, Michigan, Wisconsin, Iowa, Nebraska, Minnesota, South Dakota, North Dakota, Montana, Wyoming, Colorado, Utah & Idaho are also dusty states with the added complications of wildfire smoke coming from California-Oregon-Washington & Canada.

Places we've visited & lived in, since May 2023; I've never been to the white portions of the USA (Holland has been to all the southern states, except Florida) & it appears that with my weak lungs - as well as my husband's compromised lungs, these states won't get visited.

Yesterday we were planning a route to Florida the middle of December, following Bruce's visit: this morning all those plans were scattered to the four winds and a new chapter for our life was implemented. The anticipated visit with Bruce will not be happening … and any travel East past CA's border, also will not be happening.

States neither of us have seen, yet. Bummer.

Health is paramount; without health, whatever Life has to offer is moot.

So, as much as it pains me to come to this conclusion … OR or WA is the only real safe harbor for us. WA is iffy for relational reasons.

But, if that us where Elohim stubbornly insists I park my fat ass … then that will be that.

The second thing to grab my attention this morning, was that Robert Redford has died:

Robert Redford, Oscar-Winning Actor and Director, Dies at 89: https://people.com/robert-redford-dead-at-89-7502405

R.I.P. Robert - didn't care much for your Hollywood environmental stance … but you were a handsome actor, passionate about your character roles.

Sorry too that I really couldn't stand the movies heralded here, in this article (Sundance, was okay I guess); the ones I really liked - and still hunt down to watch are: 'Inside Daisy Clover, Tall Story, Barefoot In The Park, This Property Is Condemned, Tell Them Willie Boy Is Here, The Way We Were, The Great Gatsby, Brubaker, Sneakers, Out of Africa, Up Close & Personal, A Walk IN The Woods, Ordinary People & A River Runs Through It'.

Thanks for the movies; you will be missed.

Robert Redford, Sundance founder and Hollywood icon, dies at 89: https://www.sltrib.com/artsliving/2025/09/16/robert-redford-dies-89-hollywood/


**September 16, 2025~WAFT & WEFT; Coalinga-CA: https://roadgypsiesvalandholland.blogspot.com/2025/09/waft-weft-coalinga-ca.html

WAFT & WEFT; Coalinga-CA


September 15th: Rebuilding lives, and planting roots, takes many forms and ongoing paths.

Year 7 & year 2-1/2, in that order; and I’m cashing in on the fact that life is short and there is 0 reason to not try to make the most of it … to do the things I enjoy - and not wait, if it’s at all possible. For the most part, I’m trying to live that sentiment out; as the celestial shuttlecock moves rapidly & steadily through the fabric of my Life.


I am thankful & appreciative of how Elohim has taken my broken life and reworked the fabric of it with new threads that hold just as much love, color, and promise to complete the story of His Plan for my Life.


This life - in the Now.

With all of its love.

All of its grief.

All of its breath.

With all of the opportunities I have had … and still have.


This is not the Life I wanted; or saw coming down the Pike.

And yet, it is precious & filled with beautiful moments; moments made possible by the new man in my life - the man, who the other day, startled himself when he replied to a stranger's question with the remark, "We're new here too - we're tourists." On the way back to Betsy, he smiled a big smile with the realization that he's learning to relax and enjoy himself in ways he's never done before, saying, "I never thought I'd ever use the word 'tourist' in describing myself. But I am - and I did. And you know what? It feels good not to have to rush from one place to another." I squeezed his hand and smiled back. His waft is relaxing and allowing the weft to take shape in this new blended life that has struggled in it's becoming.


Daily, Life's Loom is busily working the shuttlecock: working and reworking His design into the fabric of our blended lives - creating the tapestry that is The Story Of Us.

How To Weave On A Traditional Loom: 
(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bLAUqpEi3kA)

This is how I see my Life unfolding. Elohim has already designed it, Yeshua is working the loom, and the Ruach HaKo'desh is the shuttlecock. My Life is a constant work in progress that will feel the push, shove, and paced fabric-building … until I take my last breath: I just live out the raw vertical warp (foundational threads of life = our core values, mission, and belief; warp threads have greater tension and strength, making them more stable) & the colorful fleshing-out horizontal weft (discovered elements = our experiences, choices, and learnings that shape our life's journey), as my Life Story is being built.

Right here, right now, in this moment, life is good.


I am blessed: truly.

Where my past life 5 years ago, was by and large barren of family connections following Bob's physical death … this new life, forged 2-1/2 years ago, is filling my life with new family connections (and so far they have all been good experiences coming from the Harris branch of Holland's family tree): though I have always been a gypsy, raised military and moving from pillar to post until I married my 1st husband and settled in one place for 18 years - and my new husband is indulging my 'wild at heart' recurring gypsy whims, he is also giving me roots; as he promised with his hand of friendship 3 years ago.

However, being a road gypsy was not something he would have done as a bachelor: he'd already done a lifetime of road travel and was ready to prop his feet up and settle down. Being a Road Gypsy is my dream life - he's gamely indulging me 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨; and I am thankful and appreciative. I couldn't have asked for a better traveling companion. But Elohim knew, and He provided. And I honestly do believe that Holland is relaxing enough now to enjoy our State hops: job pressures are off his shoulders, and retirement relaxation can be entered into 100% 😉


While a stationary home provides a physical anchor … roots are built through shared memories, traditions, and resilience, which are portable and can be created & enjoyed anywhere. Many road gypsies living a mobile lifestyle have found ways to cultivate a strong sense of family identity and belonging by either (1) forging strong friendships along their travels (2) traveling in a family or friend caravan (3) hooking up with relatives along their road gypsy route: this is Holland's preferred connection.

The Harris connection is a good & stable connection ❤️

His cousin Bruce Harris, will be coming to this part of CA sometime following Thanksgiving this year, & they plan to hook up and catch up on each other's lives since they were last together; he sounds like a fun fella. I'm glad for both of them that this year, the meet-up will actually happen.

Bruce has a bee business - and I managed to find a couple of online links about that:

{{Bad Year For Bees~Pollinator Populations Plummet

By BY EMERY COWAN, 2013


Bruce Harris is already expecting that at least a third of the 1,000 beehives he is hauling back from the almond groves of California's San Joaquin Valley won't survive until next year.

The Montezuma County beekeeper will soon begin dividing his 400 strongest hives to create enough new bee colonies to account for the losses he anticipates.

Farther east in La Plata County, first-year beekeeper Paula Nelson also has already seen losses when one of her two hives died late last fall.

"They never really flourished," Nelson said.

From commercial operations to hobbyists with only a few hives, beekeepers in southwest Colorado have not been immune to the bee die-offs sweeping the nation. And while losses have held steady at about 30 percent over the past several years, this year is looking worse.

The United States Department of Agriculture has yet to release its annual report about wintertime bee losses, but anecdotal information indicates losses are greater than last year, said Kim Kaplan, spokesperson with the USDA Agricultural Research Service.

"Anecdotally, and couched with all may's and might be's in world, we are seeing reports of very high losses over this past winter, higher than last winter," Kaplan said.

LOSSES DON'T DISCRIMINATE

Tina Sebestyen, founder of the Four Corners Beekeepers Association, said local beekeepers are reporting heavier losses than in years past.

"Losses that hobbyists experienced this winter seem different than usual," she said. "It really hasn't struck our beekeepers like this before."

Brad Milligin, a second generation beekeeper in the Lewis Arriola area and one of the biggest commercial beekeepers in the area, said he also has seen his bee losses climb a little bit this winter.

Harris said this year fell somewhere between poor and mediocre. Colonies within his hives were smaller, they weren't brooding as actively and they seemed less energetic when they were let out of the hives.

In general, losses were "a heck of a lot higher than normal," he said. "It must have something to do with last summer or last fall."

COLONY COLLAPSE

According to the USDA's 2012 report, about a third of winter colony losses are attributed to colony collapse disorder, which causes bees to mysteriously leave the hive, leaving the queen bee and honey inside. The definite cause continues to leave beekeepers stumped, although recent research is turning focus to a relatively new class of pesticides known as neonicotinoids as a potential contributor. The insecticides, which are absorbed and incorporated into plants, were first introduced into the market in 1991.

Last month a group of beekeepers, environmental and consumer groups sued the Environmental Protection Agency to suspend the use of two types of neonicotinoids. The chemicals make plants potentially toxic to insects, the groups said.

Factors like poor nutrition, pathogens, mites and cold weather are also a part of the bee die-off picture and could play a role in colony collapse disorder, Kaplan said. It's hard to say for sure though because these factors are known to cause wintertime dwindling - another malady affecting bees that causes more gradual die-offs within the hive rather than the sudden evacuation that defines colony collapse, Kaplan said.

Confusion about what differentiates colony collapse disorder from over-winter die-offs leads to "all sorts of misdiagnosis," said Bob Hammon, an entomology and agronomy extension agent with the Tri-River Area office near Grand Junction.

"People see it so much in the news that they automatically think colony collapse," Hammon said. "But the reality of situation is there are a lot of different things that can happen to beehives."

Milligin and Harris have seen everything from smaller colonies and weaker bees to hives that were completely deserted with honey still inside.

Both said they can only guess that a combination of factors - diseases, parasites, viruses, climate change - is causing bee populations to dwindle.

"We have pushed bees to the edge of what their little immune systems can handle," Milligin said.

Don Arnold, a Montrose beekeeper, is much more confident that pesticide spraying is killing the nation's honeybees. Officials in Emery County, Utah, where Arnold kept his bees, sprayed for mosquitoes in the summer of 2011. Within days, 278 of his 300 bee colonies were dead, Arnold said.

The threat posed by chemical spraying has discouraged him from trying to start anew, he said.

"It's a waste of time in the future to keep bees because the (pesticides and fungicides) are killing them faster than we can make them," he said.

BEE DIE-OFFS RIPPLE OUTWARD

Whatever the cause, the die-off is hurting beekeepers' profit margins, Milligin said. The price for transportation fuel, medicine and extra food, combined with a lower survival rate means the "price per hive has increased dramatically in the last several years," he said.

Honeybees do play a significant role in the nation's food supply, helping pollinate an estimated 25 percent of crops in the American diet. But many of Colorado's crops, and especially those in Southwest Colorado, don't require bees to reproduce.

Alfalfa, dry beans, grass hay and wheat are self-pollinated or are primarily pollinated by bees other than honeybees, Hammon said.

Almonds are a different story, depending entirely on honeybees for pollination. The continued growth of the multi-billion dollar industry guarantees a future for beekeepers nationwide. Whether or not commercial pesticide spraying impacts bee health, it's not likely that commercial beekeepers will soon halt their annual migration west. Revenue from pollination is a crucial, steady source of income as opposed to the variations honey production can bring, Harris said.

He estimated 75 percent of his income comes from renting his bees for pollination.

"As far as I'm concerned, pollinating almonds is only thing keeping the whole bee industry afloat," he said.

In a future with so many changing factors, one thing is for sure, he said.

"It's going to be survival of the fittest."}}

The Honey House Harris Bee's part 1: 
(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mSKA_0m2Ns8)

The Honey House Harris Bee's Cortez Colorado: 
 (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yp2M81dxFa0)

Bruce's Honey House Cortez Colorado: 
(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C3rkcvjSueg)

We are hoping to get to Florida this year, following Bruce's visit: bad weather and health concerns hampered us the past 2 years - but we think we can do it this year. God willing 🙏 🤞; Neither of us have been there, so it's an exciting anticipation we are praying about, and hoping unfolds happily with the celestial shuttlecock's activity.

Brownsville-TX from Coalinga-CA; 27 hr (1,829.0 mi)

As well as counting my many blessings, and daydreaming about sandy beaches & flamboyant flamingoes … I also did a full body workout of running back & forth, stretching & bending:  the approximate average calorie count of typical housecleaning activities was engaged all of today: Moderate housecleaning (laundry loads, mopping and sweeping, vacuuming): 150-200 calories per hour, & stripping and remaking beds for 30 minutes torches 187 calories if you weigh 125 pounds and a whopping 300 calories if you weigh 200 pounds; cooking (prep & cleanup, included): 30 minutes of basic cooking burns between 244 to 384 calories: I figure I burned 1,882 calories by day's end - which allotted me grace for my calorie-laden supper 😉

 Country style pork rib supper; my own spur-of-the-moment recipe.
VAL'S JUICY CROCKPOT COUNTRY STYLE RIB SUPPER: Coalinga-CA:
 (https://roadgypsiesvalandholland.blogspot.com/2025/09/vals-juicy-crockpot-country-style-rib.html)
Burning calories - 1 load at a time.

VAL'S JUICY CROCKPOT COUNTRY STYLE RIB SUPPER: Coalinga-CA

Easy-peasy Supper for a busy day …

This spur-of-the-moment, impromptu recipe is so simple, I'm almost embarrassed to post it 😉

I used half a package of pork ribs we'd bought the other day, veggies on hand, bottled BBQ Sauce, and a little bit of Coka-cola for additional flavoring.

I fashioned a foil steamer basket for the potatoes - and rested that on the lip of the crockpot, where the lid would keep it in place. The kitchen smelled wonderful while it cooked.

We were so hungry I didn't get any pictures … but it is good 😁👍

VAL'S JUICY CROCKPOT COUNTRY STYLE RIB SUPPER ~serves 2

1/2 a White Onion, sliced * 1 Wax Pepper, sliced * 1/2 a Papaya, cubed * Stir in 1 bottle BBQ Sauce * 1/4 c. Coka-Cola * 2 cloves Garlic, pressed * 1/2 a pkg. of Country Style Pork Ribs * 3 lrg. Potatoes, peeled & cubed * 9" rnd. foil baking pan * 1 lrg. crockpot * 1 cooking spoon * 1 spatula

(1) In the crock, place the sliced onions, the sliced wax paper, & the cubed papaya.

(2) Stir to incorporate all veggies.

(3) Stir in 1 bottle BBQ Sauce & about 1.4 c. Coka-Cola, for additional flavor.

(4) 2 cloves Garlic, pressed & blended into mix.

(5) Half a pkg. of country style pork ribs … roll in sauced veggies before laying out atop the BBQed veggies.

(6) 3 potatoes, peeled & cubed; makeshift steamer pan, set atop pork blend.

(7) Cook 4 hrs High; or, 6 hrs Low