Well.
I tried.
I think I'll just quit trying … and let what happens, happen.
The more I try, the more difficult things become - like sleep, for instance 😕
I know I am being stretched in every way possible 🙏
I know when that happens, I tend to fall back into comfortable patterns: meeting with friends for a Bible Study is comforting; it is a pattern that started 2021.
I also know that old patterns can sometimes hamper developing new patterns.
So, being as we've been in this region since April - and I've only been able to make 1 Bible Study meet; I think I'll just go easy on myself and roll with the flow of whatever it is Elohim is doing in my Life in the moment.