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Friday, June 5, 2026

MY HEART'S DESIRE; Castle Rock-WA

The Homespun Wife - 'Writing My Obituary': 
(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UhyziYflwwQ)

Living our obituary - what is your Life saying about you & what impact will your physical death have to say about you?

I can so identify with Sherry's expectation of arriving Home & finally getting to meet all those that have gone on before us.

I get emotional too when saying to my husband that I want to SEE Yeshua - I want to touch him, walk with Him, dance with Him, talk with Him - face to face, laugh with Him; to hear Him sing over me, as I kneel before Him and adore Him with all the love I can lavish on Him. My heart's desire is to be with Him, where he is; & where He has provided me a place to LIVE on, long after my earthen vessel has served it's purpose.

I loved my first husband Bob. He was every earthly delight I could imagine. BUT, I longed to be with Yeshua. I talked about Yeshua so much that Bob actually told me one time, early in our marriage, "I'm jealous of God, because He gets all of your attention." I laughed, and said, "Yes - but I have some to spare for you, too." Then when Bob got saved, he understood. Bob and I discussed meeting the Lord - we both lived with the hovering Grim Reaper & knew that at any moment, what we were discussing could very well be a very real possibility at any given moment. For Bob, that moment came the winter of 2018. And now - I'm jealous because he is living, in real time, what we discussed & could only imagine.

I love my new husband & the life we are living together … but I yearn to be with my Lord: my true soul-mate-Lover, Who knows me better than anyone else - Who answers my heart's cry before a word is even uttered, or a look is passed between us: pure love there are no human words for. My soul burns with the yearning.

I am thankful for the blessings I enjoyed in the past, & I am happy with the blessings I am enjoying in the moment; Elohim has been graciously faithful to bless me abundantly in riches of heart affairs. And I will walk beside my new man for the rest of my time here on Earth. But I do not hang onto life here, on Earth, with a death grip. When my time comes to let go - I will let go with no regrets. 

I am thankful Elohim blessed me twice with 2 good men to love & love on me. But my heart's desire is to be WITH Yeshua.

And I'm thinking, at 69 years of age, it's not far off 😉

MOD CROCHET FREEDOM 250 POT COVER~Simple Design; Castle Rock-WA

MOD Crochet Freedom 250 Pot Cover; Castle Rock-WA

America's 250th date of existence is coming up & I'm "all in".

I'm an American, and proud of it: we're aiming to celebrate America's 250th Year, this July 4th: and looking forward to celebrating her 251st.

Materials: 1 ct. 45-oz. Butter container (empty & clean); Plastic shopping bags (I used 2); ruler; packaging tape;  #G crochet hook; worsted yarn in color of choice (I used Red, White, & Blue); Scissors; 1 Ziploc Baggie (I used Qt.-size); Tapestry Needle

I wanted a different pot cover to look at - but I also wanted the bottom edge of it to be waterproof since the plant sits on the kitchen island, next to the sink.

I designed the last one out of left-over marine cord I had stored … but that is gone now, so I got to thinking of what else I could use that would give me what I wanted; all the way around.

I remembered something I had tried out around the 2008 timeframe of my life, then: PLARN. It would be perfect!

Plarn is a homemade plastic yarn - the materials are readily at hand, and it is pretty easy to make by repurposing plastic shopping bags. I usually hoard my plastic bags for other purposes around the house, since plastic bags are hard to come by since the obamanite insanity gripped America. But, I thought I could spare one today for this particular purpose.

Plarn is not smooth: it is somewhat stiff, & doesn't easily roll into a yarn ball … but, it makes for a sturdy medium, washes easily, & dries fairly quickly. I was thankful for that memory prod.

There are several ways for making plarn, and I’m going to share the one I used for this little project; making plarn this way is time consuming, but it does make a nice worsted mimic. And you can make it at your own speed for what you need.

I made mine all at once (prep, cutting, folding, and ready for use), and I estimate it took about 5-1/2 hours to make the little needed.

Be sure to make a some extra because plarn stretches when worked with - if you have to pull out a bit an rework, the plarn will be considerably stretched: usable still, but not as smoothly as when you started with it.

1) Select your preferred bag - in my case, I used an Albertson's grocery shopping bag, cutting a sliver of plastic off across the bottom to open it up.

2) Then, I cut cross the strap tops to open that end up.

3) I cut up one side of the bag, to make the bag as flat as possible; then, I started marking off the size strips I wanted. Since the main body of my work would be done in worsted weight yarn, I marked off 1/4" strips & cut them into strips (I preferred to cut from bottom edge to top edge).

I used the back of the bag for these strips because I didn't want any coloration on my strips. The dye used on the bags will bleed off over time - I don't want my kitchen island countertop to get stained.

Shopping Bag - mark off 1.4 strips; cut into strips.

4) When I had the strips I wanted, I then folded each strip in half, pressing the folded edge tightly to mimic worsted yarn: plastic is thinner that fiber, but that's okay.

I also cut thin slivers (not too thin) off packaging tape, & snipped into pieces needed to connect the folded plarn edges. Plastic is slippery & I wanted to work smoothly without struggling to keep the plarn where I wanted it.

Fold each strip over & press edge tight. With a sliver of tape, connect pressed edges together to form plastic 'yarn'. Fold each strip over & press edge tight.
Plarn.

5) Decide on the design you want to use your plastic yarn for, and start designing.

I chose a rectangular sc pattern, making a 3 sc increase in each corner - and working subsequent inc's in the 2nd st of each rows' corner increases. When I was satisfied with the rectangular piece, I ended off and tucked the loose end securely under as I would do using worsted yarn.

Begin to work a sc dimension to fit your pot cover's bottom.

6) Then I worked 1 row of plarn sc in the back loop of each st, for 1 row of siding & ended off.

Sc Bottom & 1 rnd. of sc Siding.

I am now ready to work with worsted yarn for the main design, which is a variation of the afghan stitch.

7) Work 1 row of sc around the plarn base - decreasing 3 sts at each corner.

8) Because Afghan stitches require you to pull loops up through existing stitches, you need to start with a foundation row: make a count of 11 chain sts. Insert your hook in the second chain (ch) from the hook; yarn over (yo) the hook and draw your yarn through the chain stitch. Insert your hook in the next chain and repeat the preceding step in each chain across the foundation chain. Your hook is now loaded up with loops. This is known as drawing up the loops. You should have 11 loops - one for each chain stitch in your foundation chain.

Make a count of 11 chain sts & draw a loop up on EA ch - keep these sts on hook.

Sl st into the next st. Yarn over the hook and draw your yarn through the sl st & 1 loop on the hook (yarn drawn through 2 sts). Yarn over (yo) the hook and draw your yarn through each remaining loop on the hook. One loop will remain on your hook - and that st counts as the first stitch of the next row.

Sl st into the next st. Yarn over the hook and draw your yarn through the sl st & 1 loop on the hook.

The first half of your foundation pattern row, is complete.

Insert your hook under the first vertical bar of the previous row - repeat this until the end of the row, then sl st in the next st. Yarn over the hook and draw your yarn through the sl st & 1 loop on the hook. Yarn over (yo) the hook and draw your yarn through each remaining loop on the hook, until 1 loop remains on the hook. THIS PROCESS ESTABLISHES THE PATTERN.

Work in pattern around the plarn piece, joining the edges in pattern - so the rows line up evenly. TO JOIN: As you work the pattern upward, also include the bottom edge of the foundation chain - this will close nicely. End with a sl st at the top edge.

9) Drop Red & attach White. Ch 4 & insert your hook in the second chain (ch) from the hook, & in each chain across the foundation chain; sl st into the next st. Yarn over the hook and draw your yarn through the sl st & 1 loop on the hook (yarn drawn through 2 sts). Yarn over (yo) the hook and draw your yarn through each remaining loop on the hook. One loop will remain on your hook - and that st counts as the first stitch of the next row.

Insert your hook under the first vertical bar of the previous row - repeat this until the end of the row, then sl st in the next st. Yarn over the hook and draw your yarn through the sl st & 1 loop on the hook. Yarn over (yo) the hook and draw your yarn through each remaining loop on the hook, until 1 loop remains on the hook.

Work in pattern in the round, joining the edges in pattern, described in row 8, above - so the rows line up evenly.

10) Drop White & attach Blue. Ch 5 & insert your hook in the second chain (ch) from the hook, & in each chain across the foundation chain; sl st into the next st. Yarn over the hook and draw your yarn through the sl st & 1 loop on the hook (yarn drawn through 2 sts). Yarn over (yo) the hook and draw your yarn through each remaining loop on the hook. One loop will remain on your hook - and that st counts as the first stitch of the next row.

Insert your hook under the first vertical bar of the previous row - repeat this until the end of the row, then sl st in the next st. Yarn over the hook and draw your yarn through the sl st & 1 loop on the hook. Yarn over (yo) the hook and draw your yarn through each remaining loop on the hook, until 1 loop remains on the hook.

Work in pattern in the round, joining the edges in pattern - so the rows line up evenly. EO work & weave in loose ends.

11) I line my yarn pot covers with plastic tacked in place. To do this, use a plastic bag that is roughly the size of your chosen plant container … trim the plastic bag, leaving some over-hang for ease.

Fold edges under in a neat line, and loosely tack plastic in place, along the upper edge.

Line the pot cover with plastic - I used a Qt. size Ziploc, trimmed to fit.
Cut edges folded under, & tacked loosely in place.

Slip your plant container in the pot cover - easy peasy!

I sprinkled my little AZ-Quartz pieces around the cactus base; the lrg. quartz is quartz w-silver sparkle bits, I collected at our RV space, in Barstow-CA, last time we were there.
MOD Pot Cover embracing my Thanksgiving Cactus in patriotism colors. Not fancy, but I LIKE!

MOD HOLIDAY CROCHET CHAIN SWAGS

I had left over yarn scraps in patriotic colors … so, I decided to use them in simplistic ways to celebrate America's upcoming celebration.

My door swags are simple crochet chains, designed to fit my inside doors. I put tassels at the ends of them, to add a bit of light weight to keep the crochet lengths from kinking up - as chains can sometimes do.

Tasseled ends.

My door swags are nothing fancy, but they are made with colors that have strong representation in them. And when I glance across the rooms, I am visually comforted  & mentally encouraged by the messages those colors represent.

Materials: Ruler; Worsted weight yarn; #I crochet hook; scissors; tapestry needle.

Process: Decide where you want the tassels to fall along your doorway - measure the length & work your sc chain lengths accordingly, occasionally checking your work against the doorframe. (I made my length's in staggered lengths = see tasseled ends pic, above). If you make a center draw swag, you'll want to figure in extra stitches for the hang on each side of the center draw - you can do this by gauging the length of your crochet chain along the door frame sides where you want your longest tassel to fall, up to the center of your doorway + the swag drape: count the swag drape sts & work opposite side to match: this is easier than it sounds.

Trust me - you can do this!

MOD Swags - thrifty, simple, & light-weight; perfect for a life on the move.
Twisted.
Swagged.

I chose Independence's (our Home's namesake; chose specifically for it's Patriotic meaning) inside swag colors, to represent the purpose of Old Glory - America's famously recognized Flag colors chosen in 1777, sewn by Betsy Ross (our trusty 4x Beast's namesake): we are unapologetic Patriots. We live our lives reflecting America's birth, real purpose, and true intent. Our Home & our vehicle reflects those sentiments.

Red represents courage, bravery, and the willingness to sacrifice for freedom. It also evokes passion, energy, and determination.

White stands for purity, honesty, and peace. It symbolizes unity, hope, and the ideals of a just society.

Blue signifies loyalty, justice, and perseverance. It also conveys calmness, trust, and vigilance.

Together, the colors embody sacrifice for freedom, justice, and hope; core ideals of the United States.

I CAN SEE FOR MILES; Castle Rock-WA

June 4th: There really isn't much to say today - other than it's a busy Day. And another day where the posting with be another day late 📝📅

Holland treated his brother Mark to an In-N-Out Burger 🍔 for his birthday ✔️: Mark had never eaten one of those delicious things, so I'm glad the guys made time to make a Day of it, today.

In-N-Out Burgers, Ridgefield-WA from Toutle River RV Resort, Castle Rock-WA; 34 min (39.1 mi) via I-5 S

I as also glad that Holland would be out of house long enough for me to tackle washing the windows: they really needed it. I always wash my windows at least every Spring - and sometimes in the Fall, too … but, this new life I am living has a new routine 🤔, and things get done as they get done.

Today, the windows got done; as well as the laundry 😁

CLEAN windows - I can see for miles & miles. Whoopie!
The WHO - 'I Can See For Miles' 1968
(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=62ZJn0cTASo&list=RD62ZJn0cTASo&start_radio=1)

The Day was very busy.

The evening was slower, but still productive as I started a new project:

My Lion King  cat-napping ;-)
A new design with a new pattern st.