This message from the heart, is so powerful for those of us who have felt - and are still feeling the pain of separation.
4 years ago, sitting in the back pew of a little country church building … Yeshua gave me an open-eye vision, and a Scripture that gave me hope and a promise of Elohim's faithful towards me & my children. I won't share the vision because it is personal. I KNOW that I know, that I know IT WILL COME TO PASS. Whether I will be alive in the flesh to see it remains to be seen: but, I will see it - one way or the other - when it happens. The Word quietly spoken to my heart as I watched that vision appear, was: "be still and watch the salvation of the Lord".
Some people may scoff.
Some people may call me a crazy old woman.
But I believe in visions. I believe in prayer. I believe in the reality of Almighty God & His saving grace.
I I KNOW that I know, that I know IT WILL COME TO PASS.
How do I "know"?
I survived and thrived despite a childhood dram-trauma that should have killed me = Elohim's faithfulness & Yeshua's salvation.
My 1st husband survived 2 deaths (August 1978 = doctors paddled his heart back to life & September 1981 = Elohim literally resurrected him back to life in front of witnesses while he was being prepared for a morgue haul; dead 25 minutes and declared dead) - he was restored to me twice, and we enjoyed 35 years together following his 1981 death; before his spirit answered the Call to go Home, December 14th, 2018. When I was 6 months pregnant with Stacey, I had an open-eye vision of ALL Bob's impending deaths; even so, I admit December 14th, 2018, shook my world and though my spirit accepted and rejoiced in his graduation beyond the clouds where there is no more suffering, pain, or death … the human part of my being was seriously rattled, for several years following; but Elohim was faithful in his care towards me & never once did I slide into a depressed state = Elohim's compassion towards me, & Yeshua's saving grace towards Bob.
Our daughter, 4 years old at the time, survived a serious vaccine fallout that nearly took her life with a 106-degree temperature spike as the vaccine cocktail that was given kept morphing into something else that was attacking her immune system and keeping the doctors on staff, on their toes, to keep her alive = Elohim's faithfulness & Yeshua's salvation.
2 Grandchildren that doctors told my daughter were "never going to happen" were born; beautiful & handsome - 18 years apart. Thriving & surviving. And though I am not able to see them now … I KNOW that I WILL see them, again. At the appointed time. I prayed for Alyna & had a 100-piece Layette ready for her when she arrived. I had a vision concerning Azariah, though I didn't understand it at the time. I prayed for Liam to arrive and be a permanent presence in all their lives - I didn't know him, or his name, but I knew he'd be Alyna's husband; he is a true God-send to our family = Elohim's compassion towards me, & Yeshua's saving grace towards me and mine.
An unexpected love in my senior years - deeply true and "made to order"; a real "God-thing". Every once in awhile a storm will appear - but on the whole, it's a welcome & satisfactory union divinely inspired and orchestrated. Perhaps not a soothing ballad, and more like a dramatic opera with it's passionate ebbs and flows … but, it is what it is: Holland's 1987 prayer for a Wife & my 2021 dare prayer I never expected to come to fruition that went something like this one, thrown out to Elohim one exasperated afternoon: "Please Lord, make my friends stop praying a husband for me - I had one I loved with everything in me. There's nothing left to give anyone else & I don't want anyone else. But, I don't want to be out of Your Will either. So, if a new man is part of your Plan, then change my heart. And he'll have to be (tadadadah - I rattled off a list of must have's to Father God) & he'll have to be a Christian (an absolute must)." Holland appeared in my Life as a friend, at a fellowship gathering in the Fall of 2021. He was openly flirting the summer of 2022. And tired of waiting for the perfect moment, he whisked me off to Reno-NV to seal the deal, January 7th, 2023. All boxes on both our God List got checked. Now, we just have to remember to check ourselves when the storms blow over the landscape of our Life, with hurricane force = Elohim's faithful compassion over both of us, & Yeshua's saving grace towards US, in general.
ALL of Holland's wayward siblings lost track of the "straight & narrow path" (including Holland, himself, at times) & are now dead as a result. Holland & his younger brother Mark are the only sibling survivors. I don't know where Mark stands - but I do know that Holland's feet are being redirected back to the straight & narrow that promises Life and a lighter step through this walk on Earth. I KNOW that I know, that I know - because Holland is a direct answer in every way, to that dare prayer I made (an "impossible" dare woven into a bratty prayer uttered to shut my friend's unwanted hopes for me, down). They hoped, I dared, and Elohim shook the Heavens with laughter, thinking, "I know just the man." Holland knew me on sight when I showed up … his mother's wayward son's prayers were being answered. And I KNOW my motherly prayers concerning my wayward children, will also BE answered.
Wayward is not yet Lost.
And what is lost can be found, when the desire is strong enough ❤️
