Weather, today; Coalinga-CA
Guns N' Roses - 'November Rain' Lyrics:
(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gd6CtzYpDBs&list=RDGd6CtzYpDBs&start_radio=1)
The weather has been foul, here.
Gray, cloudy sky; spotty blue peeking through.
Pelting raindrops, clapping trees, and a vigorously shaken Independence.
Rainy Cali, today.
Thunder rolled pretty steadily across the skies above us, from 1 AM to about 3 PM this morning - my eyes popped open 😳 and my body jumped an inch or two out of the sleep 😴 I was enjoying 🛌 Independence was shook when the first one boomed directly above us; vehicle alarms went off & bright flashes occasionally appeared around the window blinds. It was lively for a bit.
Hard hitting wind gusts broadsided Independence sporadically throughout the Day.
Despite the stormy weather, and gray overcast sky, I set my Thanksgiving Cactus, Chrysanthemum (always risky), Amaryllis, & Fishbone Cactus, on the dining table with high hopes 🙏 they'd thrive and bless my eyes with colorful output during the coming Winter & Spring months.
Holland thinks I "have enough plants, now".
Brightness is skimpy, today. The chrysanthemum is struggling; survival is questionable.
And, I made contact with David; & we enjoyed a good half hour 3-way-convo 👋
One of the topics discussed was the newly elected demonrat muslim destroyer, who will now rule over & systematically turn NYC into a terrorist supporting 3rd world hellhole - and I interjected that now Seattle-WA has it's own newly elected terrorist supporting copycat …
demonrat devil wins NYC mayor’s race: https://www.pbs.org/newshour/politics/democrat-zohran-mamdani-wins-new-york-city-mayors-race
seattle elects demonrat she-devil mayor: https://www.telegraph.co.uk/us/politics/2025/11/13/seattle-elects-democratic-socialist-mayor/
Then
Things took a turn for the worst 😈 as the redmill crazy train 👹 tried to make inroads 😡 and lay tracks 👺 in our Life - which was now beginning to resemble the tempest 😳 tearing things up outside our domestic abode.
Any discussion at all about the redmill's lights a fire in my husband's soul that always leads to an escalating battle of the tongues. Holland insists on stepping to a constant 3-step shuffle, orchestrated by the demanding redmill's; and unfamiliar with the crazy train tempo, I can never quite master the disjointed waltz - so, I've decided to sit the dance out. I don't want to be stuck in never-ending heated verbiage about people he idolizes, and I don't care to know (past what I already have learned). It doesn't take much to fire him up & whip his tongue into a frenzied protective mode for rotten people and rotten behavior patterns when mention of the redmill's is the topic - he will caustically demean anyone and everyone else for the very same things he goes to bat 🤠 for the redmill's over. It's lopsided craziness taking hold 😟 and making our lives miserable 😔
54 days to our 3rd Year Anniversary, and nothing has really changed - nothing will change as long as he caters to, and panders to, those people out a misguided 😵💫 mother's plea 🤝 which has led to an unfair burden 🏋️♀️ on the both of us.
Added to that … is the overbearing redmill testosterone that poisons 😢 everyone, everywhere it wafts.
I'm not going to be broken by a bully.
Holland is still yanking on the bit in my mouth; and I am still rearing back and pulling away from the painful tugging:
November 14, 2023 Post~MEXICAN STANDOFF IN YUMA~AZ: https://roadgypsiesvalandholland.blogspot.com/2023/11/mexican-standoff-in-yumaaz.html
It can overwhelm & start weighing on you 🤦🏻♀️, after a while.
I try to stay upbeat ☝️🙏
I don't allow 😒 a lot of negativity into my life … but it is amazing how much negativity 😤 1 person can stir up.
I don't want to be stirred up.
So now, when he gets verbally combative 😡 & his tone escalates 🤬 - I just shut down, slip my ear muffs on, hear his muted voice … but refuse to engage in shrapnel exchange 🦋
I am not making place in my space for brain freeze, anymore.
Seeing he couldn't drag me into his spiraling chaos, he finally went upstairs to lay down … and I worked some steam off with body toning exercises:
I'm tired of the careening crazy train; my mood matches the gray outside.
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Feeling relieved, refreshed, and rejuvenated … I started mentally preparing myself to drive into Hanford Wednesday to look into the cost of a new pair of glasses - my fancy ones 👓 need replaced since the plastic-coated nose guard snapped off, the other day.
I had kept a spare pair, and the prescription is pretty near the same, so they are workable for the time being; but a new pair is needed to keep eye strain at a minimum:
I'm gonna miss these fancy things.
Holland eventually came back downstairs - and is blessedly quiet. Thank You, Lord.
~Holland
~Me
While quiet, for the moment, reigns, I picked up where I left off on another yarn WIP; and set about enjoying the warmth of my little cozy nest this Shabbat eve unfolding …
Current work in progress …
MiYah - 'Because You' Lyrics:
(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jEXRNlUFQTQ&list=RDjEXRNlUFQTQ&start_radio=1)
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