The planned Daytrip through CA to Oatman & Kingman-AZ, did not happen, today: all day long, I did see an ass though - and he continues to be one :-(
Sia - 'Never Give Up' lyrics:
(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5xE5z5rN6nw)
I'm getting used to the freeze-outs following phone convo's with his highly dysfunctional family members - I just ignore the churlish bad attitude, and bide my time until the black mood passes.
He can hurt me with well-aimed, barbed, words in an attempt to dominate me, when the devil rides his back and he needs to verbally lash out; but he can't break me. I am a daughter of the Most High God - Hell doesn't scare me.
Living with an ever present black cloud over my head is hard: but, I am a survivor of waaaay harder stuff than a bad attitude thrown my way. I know how to live without people in my life … my parents, siblings, and children taught me very well how to live without human connectivity.
When Holland pushes me away, and separates himself - I don't get hurt anymore; I do get frustrated because it's so childish, but I fully enjoy the peace and quiet ;-)
I have Elohim on my side & I have Yeshua to comfort me.
I am not alone; undeserved punishment doesn't affect me.
I didn't go walking today, either … strong winds and thick dust, kept me inside.
Thick dust; Quartzsite-AZ
Strong winds; Quartzsite-AZ
But, I still burned calories ;-)
Worked my stepper …
And I worked steadily to be productive:
Worked up 3 knitted donation preemie hats.
Knit Stretchy Ribbed Newborn Hat In The Round Pattern:
(https://www.ravelry.com/patterns/library/stretchy-ribbed-newborn-hat---in-the-round)
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