REFLECTIONS; Castle Rock-WA

Halfway through the silent treatment morning coffee, I decided to go for a walk.

In another town.

So, I did:

Willow Grove Park on Willow Grove Rd, Longview-WA from Toutle River RV Resort, in Castle Rock-WA; via Delameter & Coal Creek Roads~34 mins (21.8 mi)

Putting distance between me and animosity.

Self preservation is not wasting time.

Nothing is going over very well right now …

I ended open disrespect aimed at me, in 2020.

Cargo ship PAN MAJESTY anchored off Willow Grove-WA~PAN MAJESTY is a Panama-flagged, large-capacity single-deck bulk carrier, designed for grain and bale cargo. It departed from Pyeongtaek, South Korea on 21 June 2026, and is bound for Kalama, USA

Bunny Tail wild grass in the looping trail gravel.

Pretty, little, delicate lilac hued wildflowers; along the trail.

Beautiful red trunked Pacific Madrone, Arbutus menziesii evergreen: (https://nativeplantspnw.com/pacific-madrone-arbutus-menziesii/)

It was a beautiful morning to be out walking.

Little but loud; Banded Kildeerbird. 

(https://www.eastsideaudubon.org/corvid-crier/2019/8/26/killdeer)

The 2 acre, fenced, Dog Park area is sectioned - for different sized dogs.

My mileage was actually more than recorded; I started tracking late.

The walk was enjoyable.

The sunshine felt wonderful on my skin.

The sounds of nature were welcome.

I was beginning to feel that the animosity that drove me from home, was worth it.

Leaving the Park, I felt a prodding in my spirit to drive up to Columbia Heights & see if Keenager's was still happening - so, I gave in to the prod and went that way:

Valley Christian Fellowship, LV-WA from Willow Grove Park, LV-WA; via Willow Grove Road & Pacific Way~20 mins (10.5 mi)

Valley Christian Fellowship; #3136 Columbia Heights Rd., LV-WA

Making some changes for self-care.

Reflections Of My Life | Marmalade | Lyrics: 

(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wD9D7PUITU0&list=RDwD9D7PUITU0&start_radio=1)

Slipping back into solo lobo mode, for self-care.

It's true he has rushed me through 23 states; rushing is not stopping and exploring. The past 2 years we never went past CA & AZ, because if he can't rush back to kelso non-stop, when beckoned … life gets miserable real quick. Fear that Mark or Lana will  die suddenly from overdoses, keeps him tethered to the kelso madness. It's unhealthy for him. It's unhealthy for our marriage. And it's annoyingly frustrating for me.

Entering the building, my eyes were happy to see old friends - and they, in return, were also happy to see  me, again; Judy & I shared an enthusiastic hug, her husband Dave welcomed me from the pulpit & happily introduced me to the newcomers since I'd last been there - about 4 years ago. I made new friends, and Bonnie and I talked for about 20 minutes … and I was glad for the helpful information she provided me, concerning places that need a helpful hand & a friendly face: I'm going to be looking into those opportunities.

Once Holland starts his knee relief procedure's, we'll be here in WA, well into 2027.

Holland will no doubt appreciate me being gone a couple hours.

And I will appreciate some time away from the black mood attitude, that sours the home atmosphere.

My table; I was glad to note that Alice is still among the living; she's been on my mind. So had Judy & her husband Dave, & David, & Bonnie - seeing all of then again, made my heart happy.

Linda & Judy; Bonnie & Dave.

David & Alice.

Hymns sung - I prefer hymns for fellowship services; rock music is for private time, not the Lord's time.

The topic today was Naomi, from the Book of Ruth.

Naomi was Ruth's MIL. Naomi was grieving the of deaths her husband, and her 2 sons. She changed her name from Naomi (which means "pleasant" or "delightful") to Mara, saying, “Do not call me Naomi; call me Mara (literally meaning bitterness), for the Almighty has dealt very bitterly with me” (Ruth 1:20-21). She then told her widowed Moabite DIL's - Ruth & Orpah, to return back to their mothers … Ruth remained loyal to Naomi, refusing to leave her; but Orpah eventually left. Ruth loved Naomi, and said, "I will never leave you; wherever you go, I will go also: and your God will be my God." Naomi paired Ruth with Boaz - and their son had a direct lineage to Yeshua's earth parents.

The thrust of the message today, was that even in acute bitterness and despair, Elohim is busily working it for good & righteous benefit. Death creates grief & sadness … but, it can also be molded by Elohim's mercy to birth new beginnings & blessing.

Today holds the seeds of tomorrow; sow wisely.

If, in hard & difficult times, we keep our eyes turned towards Elohim, and our hearts soft towards Yeshua - instead of becoming angry with Elohim over unmet expectations & defining ourselves by momentary circumstances: Elohim will give us a hope of a future where there seems nothing but emptiness.

Elohim never promises a comfortable Life = He promises a faithfulness that carries blessedness.

The Scripture passages were: Proverbs 3:5-6; Isaiah 55:8-9; James 1 (focus on v. 8); & Romans 8:8-29

As Christians & joint-heirs with Yeshua, Scripture defines reality for us.

We are not self-resilient.

We are not self-centered.

Ultimately, our lives are under Elohim's control - and the circumstances He brings into our lives are therefore perfect, for he is perfect. Elohim's Plan … though very difficult at times … is always perfect.

And. the Lord is reliable.

It was a timely message, and I was thankful that I had been prodded to go to Keenager's. I will be going back, often.

I asked - and Elohim heard.  The message hit on everything I have been dealing with.

Toutle River RV Resort in Castle Rock-WA from Valley Christian Fellowship in Longview-WA; via WA 411 N (Nevada Dr., Westside Hwy., & Barnes Dr.)~25 mins. (15.5 mi)

PUTTING THE SQUEEZE ON; Castle Rock-WA

Holland had a consultation about his knee relief options, in Centralia, this morning (I was supposed to go with him for a day-out-of-house - but kelso interfered, and I stayed home); consultation assessment is that his disability insurance will pay for the consultation, x-rays, future doctor visits/x-rays … but the injection itself is not covered: that's fine. Just knowing that there will be some kind of relief medically & financially is a plus in regards to this option.

On my end, I called my dentist while Holland was gone, to set an appointment for my partial (I managed to come up with the $$$$$ required); and was told that the dentist will not do the tooth replacement until I submit to a barrage of x-rays, and an in-depth cleaning; which upped the quoted $1,800+ cost for the tooth replacement, by an additional $2,000 = total cost $4,000 for the [cheap-option] partial. None of this will be covered by my social security coverage. It's a major hit to the wallet. But, I need the partial & the dentist knows that; hence the ultimatum squeeze.

So, I cut the connection with an appointment for a cleaning set on the 16th.

Which leads into another ultimatum squeeze: this one put on heavily by Holland, who is once again dragging me over the coals concerning the Kelso riff-raff. However, I am not that easy to drag anymore; I've reached my tolerance limit with this man and his shady connections. I'm not accepting the burden of responsibility anymore, when it comes to Lana, Jake, Mark, or Tim - these loose bullets are solely Holland's responsibility, seeing as how he has made them, so: I want no part of any of that kelso mess.

What caused the recent blow-out?

The mere mention that I was going to go on a 40-Day Fast when August came around - he had been talking about groceries, and I said that he should probably concentrate more on what he likes, instead of figuring groceries with me in mind, since I was not going to be eating for 40 days. He asked why; I said, "August is a National Fast for our Nation that has been infiltrated with muslims, and nearly given over solely to islam on every front; Americans need to gain the upper hand again, and islam needs to be rooted out of all high seats of governing powers and education establishments. And I'm going to be fasting for personal reasons, too. It's a good thing." He went ballistic: just the mention of muslims had him grinding his teeth. Then the accusations started; & the tone went to heightened decimals of ridiculous rancor, that set my watch off with environmental sensory overload warnings.

I was shocked, following our Reno wedding & subsequent USA State Hops … to find that Holland's entire family - both sides, is filled with muslims & islam ideology. This revelation has been hard or me to live with.

Christianity & islam is not compatible.

National Fast 2026.

Personal reasons fast, too.

He has recently spent time in Kelso.

With Tim; Holland's "best" friend. An Albanian muslim.

With Mark; Holland's only living sibling. A democrat & stuck to Bob Redmill like glue. A Redmill religion devotee.

With Jake; Holland's nephew. A democrat & stuck to Bob Redmill like glue. A Redmill religion devotee. He married Tim's sister, Arta - they have adult, twin sons.

With Lana; Holland's SIL. A mouthy democrat. A Redmill religion devotee. Jake's mother, family patriarch, & interfering person.

We had recently enjoyed time in the sunshine, in a forested environment: that directly butts up against the family compound in Olequa.

He has been talking about Aunt Gaye, in AZ

I was fooled by Holland's claim & show of Christianity, & outward appearance as such; the mask didn't slip, & his religiosity didn't rear it's head, until we were married. That's the Redmill standard M.O.

Holland grew up around islam indoctrination - he doesn't have a problem with it, because it has been accepted as normal. It's the Harris standard.

islam is firmly rooted in Holland's family nucleus, but I will never accept it. This causes a lot of friction between us; a friction that I do not feel I should apologize for. I do not accept, "need to understand", or apologize for devilry. BIG NO. Big squeeze in our home.

For the past 2 weeks, he has recently been highly sensitized.

I have been expecting the blow-out, and actually expected it sooner.

I know that when the steam builds up and the cork pops … he's on a roll, and hurt is the primary objective to anything that falls out of his mouth.

It's a Redmill trademark.

I spent the majority of the afternoon burning energy and blowing off steam, by heavy lifting and furniture shifting - thank the Lord for my strength building exercises. When I had heard enough & had reached my limit with his ridiculousness, and he saw me danger zone-cleaning, Holland finally zipped his lip, wisely kept his mouth shut, and stayed out of my way - the tone he had set in our immediate space, led him to rightly assume that if he'd uttered another asinine  & inflammatory accusation at me, or tried one more time to justify his shitty behavior or his family's obsession with islamism … there was a pretty good chance (a very good chance, actually) … that I would have done everything in my power to lift and shift him. I was that steamed up.

It's not just his love affair with muslims that is raw nerve in this marriage. It's the combination of a lot of things: he has disabilities that limit him & he doesn't like that, so he's kinda always in angry mode. And my asthma concerns him, which adds another complication to the disabilities issue.

Asthma takes it's toll~April 10th, 2024; Barstow, CA

It's the absolute refusal of any of Redmill men to grow up and morph into full-grown men, willing to shoulder their own responsibilities - and Holland's crazy notion that he has to be smack-dab in the middle of all the chaos, running the dog & pony show from the sidelines: with the exception of Jake, who is around 50 or so … everyone else is 62 & above! They should, by now, be able to man up & be mature enough to handle their own crazy train ride. Tim is the wild card, & from what I can see, what I am hearing, and what Holland should be wise enough to understand - is that that 35 year old [friendship] is no longer a 2-way deal; Tim only calls now, when he wants something from Holland ("track down a car for me", "sell a vehicle for me", ect.): and Holland, jumps right on it. Holland & I have been married a little over 3 years now, and Tim has never once come through for Holland. Not once. Holland has, for 3 years, asked a simple request of Tim … Tim agrees … drags the situation out, blows him off, and just outright ignores him. Until Tim needs or wants something form Holland. This clearly is not the bonded friendship Holland seems to believe it is. It has, to my way of understanding it, played itself out. Tim has moved on; it's the muslim way.

There is nothing that interests me, in kelso.

There is nothing about islam, that interests me.

There's nothing in kelso that I want; & I don't want it in our home.

And I am really tired of having this same argument with my husband every couple of weeks; about the same people, over the same behaviors.

Holland's mother's oldest brother's daughter married a black man & she was shunned by the family ever after. On one hand, they will embrace islam … and on the other, they will cut ties with a family member that dares to engage in an interracial marriage; it's another whacky train car on the family crazy train ride. And that adds another complication to this already complicated marriage, as I am a heinz 57 mutt with Jewish DNA, Native American DNA, and North Africa DNA. I come with baggage Holland doesn't know how to appropriately deal with.

I always knew about the Blackfeet Indian DNA.

I didn't find out for sure about the Jewish DNA until the late 1980's.

I didn't find out about the African DNA until February 2019.

I come with baggage.

He's in a physical & emotional war with himself, in regards to me - keeping this relationship strong & healthy, is too costly to him & he's not ready to pony up.

He's in a spiritual war with Elohim, in regards to me - honing a relationship with Elohim & honoring this marital relationship, is too costly to him & he's not ready to pony up.

The only ones he is not in war with, are the kelso morons - and he will distance himself from God Almighty, & sever any other relationship that threatens his kelso connections. kelso is his be-all.

With the whisper of a dove wing's touch, 1 phone call came & 1 text were sent to me during this time that were Heaven sent (thank YOU, Lord, for the unfailing love you keep ever present, in my Life) - clear and present proof that I don't "hate!" everyone, and that rational people do keep me close. Of course these people don't matter to Holland - they do not qualify as proof: they are not "his people"; his people are all that matter, according to him.

So, I shot him an "I'm d.o.n.e." glare, broke the in-house squeeze, & cleaned house like a frenzied maniac.

Furniture was lifted & shifted.

Windows are sparkling.

Bathrooms smell fresh.

Then, I checked the Anti-Inflammatory Honey Concoction I had set aside to ferment, a months ago, and swallowed a healthy spoonful. I like the color & I like the flavor. I've never tried this for my asthma before … so, I'm hoping for a good result. I want to deal with my asthma, holistically & organically. The honey was gifted to us from Holland's cousin Bruce, when he visited us in Coalinga-CA, a couple months ago.

ALCOHOL FREE ANTI-INFLAMMATORY HONEY CONCOCTION; Castle Rock-WA: (https://roadgypsiesvalandholland.blogspot.com/2026/06/alcohol-free-anti-inflammatory-honey.html)

If Holland would stop acting like an ass & distance himself from kelso connections, that would really be helpful with my asthma flareups.

PLEASE, GOD.

PLANS IN THE MAKING~Self-Care 2026; Castle Rock-WA

I didn't do much physical activity last week - so, I made up for some of the laxness, this morning: still, kinda low-key due to asthma mucus keeping my lungs 🌬️ in struggle mode. But I want to stick to my workout schedule 👍 as much as possible 🤞 … and even though "all the fat belongs to the Lord", I'm not going to walk into Heaven fat, if I can help it 😇

Asthma 'Peak Flow' Meter; still in the "struggling" assessment.

I had planned to walk 👟 around the Park today, but the weather 🌦️ did not cooperate; so, I did an in-house Darebee workout 🏰🧘😊

First, a warm up with a toe touch stretch & arm stretches:

The Star Stretch Toe Touch exercise is a common flexibility exercise, but for older adults, especially those over 60, it can carry significant risks if done incorrectly or without modifications. If you have good flexibility, strong core and balance, and no back or joint issues, occasional, gentle toe touches may be safe. However, even then, it’s best to: Keep the movement hip-hinged (bend knees slightly) to reduce spinal flexion. Limit repetitions and duration. Stop if you feel dizzy, pain, or discomfort. Avoid if you have a history of disc problems, severe arthritis, or balance issues.

Star Stretch Toe Touch Exercise~Aim for 10 reps x2

#Safer alternatives for flexibility:

Seated Forward Bend: Sit upright on a chair, hinge at the hips, and reach toward your toes without fully bending the spine.

Chair assist Seated Forward bend~Aim for 10 reps x2

Seated Straddle Stretch: Sit with legs apart, reach toward one foot, and hold for 30 seconds per side.

Seated Straddle Stretch~Hold for a ct of 30 per side x2

Cat-Cow Stretch: Sit upright on a chair; alternate between arching and rounding the spine to improve flexibility and balance.

Cat-Cow Stretch~Aim for 12 reps x2

ARMPIT FAT exercises: You can’t honestly spot-reduce armpit fat, but strengthening the chest, shoulders, triceps, and upper back can tone the area and improve its appearance. Armpit fat, often called “bra bulge,” is the extra fat stored between the chest and upper arms. Genetics, hormones, and overall body fat levels influence its prominence. While you cannot target fat loss in this area alone, building muscle around the armpits combined with overall fat reduction can make the area appear firmer and more toned.

Armpit Fat exercises~Aim for  a count of 30 EA Set, x2

The Darebee Arms & Abs Workout is designed to strengthen both your arms and abs through a series of bodyweight exercises. The workout focuses on building core strength; it includes exercises that target the upper and lower abs, as well as the core muscles, which help in overall stability and performance. The workout is structured to provide a gradual increase in difficulty, making it suitable for all fitness levels.

I have also included alternate exercises (marked with a #) that may benefit those with limited flexibility.

Muscles Worked

Punches~Aim for 30 ct x2; Pushup's~5 reps x2; Planks~Aim for a count of 30 x2

#Side Punches - also called cross punches - are a common striking technique in boxing and self-defense. Boxing provides cardiovascular exercise. For a 69-year-old woman, they can be safe if done with proper form, & controlled intensity: prioritize form, control, and joint protection over speed or power. At 69, natural wear and tear can affect shoulders, elbows, wrists, and core stability. Side punches require shoulder rotation, elbow flexion, and core engagement, so starting with light, controlled reps and gradually increasing intensity is important . When to avoid or modify: If you have recent shoulder, elbow, or wrist injuries. If you experience pain during or after training. If you are not physically fit or have balance issues.

#Modify by keeping the motion light & fluid, and the reps at a 30 second count, instead of a 30 minute workout.

Side Air Punches~Aim for a count of 30 x2

#If mobility is an issue, consider the chair-based exercises:

Sitting Air Punches~Aim for a count of 30 x2

#Incline Push-ups can be a safe and effective exercise for a 69-year-old woman, provided she follows proper form and safety guidelines. Here are some key points to consider: Proper Form: Incline push-ups require a straight body line, engaging the core, and keeping elbows at a 45-degree angle to protect joints. Wrist Pain: If she experiences wrist pain, she can place a rolled-up towel under her palms. Core Engagement: A strong core is crucial for stability and posture, helping prevent lower back strain during the movement. Consistent Progress: Incorporating incline push-ups into her routine 2-3 times per week, slowly increasing reps or moving to a more difficult variation as strength improves. Heed Your Body's Signals: If you feel pain, stop immediately. It's best to regress to an easier modification rather than pushing through discomfort.

Bodyweight Incline Push Press~Aim for 5 reps x2

#Standing Elbow Plank Hold can be safe for a 69-year-old woman to do, provided she has proper form and technique. It is a low-impact exercise that can help improve core strength, balance, and posture. For a 69-year-old woman, it is generally safe to hold a plank for 15 to 30 seconds with good form. This duration is considered an excellent marker of strong functional core endurance at this stage of life. However, seniors with pre-existing medical conditions or injuries should consult their doctor before attempting planks. It is also important to start with shorter hold times and gradually increase as strength and comfortability improve. Seniors should listen to their body and stop immediately if they feel any pain or discomfort.

Wall Planks Exercise~Aim for a count of 30 x2

The primary purpose of the plank is to burn belly fat - so, keep the stomach sucked in, and make sure your shoulders, back, and butt are evenly in line.

#Standing Plank Leg Lift exercise is generally safe for a 69 year old woman to do. This exercise combines a plank’s core engagement with a leg movement, which can be beneficial for balance, strength, and mobility. Core stability: Planks engage the entire trunk, improving posture and balance, which can reduce fall risk. Leg activation: Lifting a leg from the plank position can help strengthen hip flexors, glutes, and core stabilizers. Functional mobility: Stronger core and leg muscles can make daily activities like standing up from a chair or walking easier. Listen to your body: Stop if you feel sharp pain, dizziness, or discomfort in the back, neck, or legs. Avoid if you have back pain, osteoporosis, spinal arthritis, or recent surgery.

Plank Leg Lift~Aim for 30 reps x2

#Standing Side Planks can be safe for a 69-year-old woman if done with proper form; however, she should avoid this exercise if she has any pre-existing conditions such as osteoporosis, spinal arthritis, hernia, or shoulder pain. Planks (including side variations) strengthen the core, improve posture, and enhance balance - all very important for reducing fall risk in older adults. Functional strength: They engage the obliques, lower back, and hip stabilizers, which support daily movements like standing up from a chair or walking. Low-impact compared to crunches: Unlike sit-ups, planks do not compress the spine or strain the neck. Safety Considerations: Use a wall or elevated surface for support. Keep holds short (10–20 seconds) and focus on form over duration. Maintain proper alignment: Keep your spine neutral, avoid arching or sagging, and engage your core. Listen to your body: stop if you feel pain, dizziness, or loss of balance.

Side Planks on Wall~Aim for a count of 30 x2

A Mini-Stepper can add a little low-impact cardio to your day. Trainers say the simplicity and accessibility of a portable, compact stepper, can help people stay consistent with their daily movement goals, particularly if they’ve got limited space at home. Some models - like  mine, have a digital monitor that tracks steps, time, and calories burned - that helps users stay aligned with their fitness goals. The only thing I don't like about it … is the squeakiness of the rubber band when it gets dry; other than that, I really like my stepper when I can't get outside to walk in nature.

Aim for 30 minutes on the stepper … you can break this time down into workable portions throughout the Day, if you choose - just keep the count at 30 minutes total.

Workout completed, I checked out my newsfeed & was instantly angered 🧐💻🌐😡 In his parody 🗣️💩 of the event on Thursday, Kimmel 👹🤡🎭 said, “Our First Lady, Melania, is here. Look at Melania, so beautiful. Mrs. Trump, you have a glow like an expectant widow.”

NOT FUNNY 🤬

And it actually borders on treason.

How long are Americans going to stand for this hate-filled obamanite garbage passed off as comedy?

There is NOTHING FUNNY about wishing widowhood ☠️ on a woman.

And here is nothing redeeming in those black-hearted morons 🤯 who think this warped mindset is humorous 🥴

{{Melania Trump rips Jimmy Kimmel and urges ABC to 'take a stand'

~Story by Daniel Arkin

First Lady, Melania Trump.

First lady Melania Trump sharply criticized ABC late-night host Jimmy Kimmel on Monday for on-air comments he made about her and urged the Disney-owned broadcast network to "take a stand."

In a post on X, Trump said Kimmel’s "hateful and violent rhetoric is intended to divide our country." She appeared to be referring to a parody of the White House Correspondents’ Association dinner that aired on Kimmel’s show on Thursday.

"You have a glow like an expectant widow," Kimmel said of the first lady in the segment.

The segment aired two days before a gunman opened fire outside the Correspondents' Association dinner in Washington. President Donald Trump, the first lady and other top officials were rushed out of the ballroom.

The suspect wrote in a note to his family that he believed it was his duty to target Trump administration officials.

Kimmel’s "monologue about my family isn't comedy — his words are corrosive and deepens the political sickness within America," the first lady wrote. "People like Kimmel shouldn't have the opportunity to enter our homes each evening to spread hate."

"A coward, Kimmel hides behind ABC because he knows the network will keep running cover to protect him," she added. "Enough is enough. It is time for ABC to take a stand. How many times will ABC's leadership enable Kimmel’s atrocious behavior at the expense of our community."

ABC and the Walt Disney Company did not immediately respond to requests for comment on the first lady's social media post.

The first lady’s criticism of Kimmel comes seven months after ABC briefly suspended "Jimmy Kimmel Live!" amid a firestorm over his comments about the political motivations of the man accused of assassinating conservative activist Charlie Kirk in Utah.

"The MAGA gang [is] desperately trying to characterize this kid who murdered Charlie Kirk as anything other than one of them and doing everything they can to score political points from it," Kimmel said on his Sept. 15 show.

Investigators had not yet released details about the suspect’s possible motive at the time. Utah Gov. Spencer Cox, a Republican, said the suspect grew up in a conservative household in Utah but later became influenced by what he characterized as "leftist ideology."

The week after Kimmel's suspension, the comedian returned to the airwaves and delivered an emotional opening monologue. "You understand it was never my intention to make light of the murder of a young man," he said in part, referring to Kirk. "I don’t think there’s anything funny about it."

In early December, Kimmel signed a one-year extension at ABC to continue hosting the network's flagship late-night talk show, according to a source familiar with the matter.

The first lady has grown increasingly concerned about security measures in recent years, according to a source close to her. She can be seen asking specific questions about the inaugural parade route in the documentary "Melania."

"Is it safe? Because if we go out, I think people will already know where we would go out," the first lady says in the film. “So it's kind of like, how could that be safe, especially with the last year, what’s going on and stuff?"

In remarks that aired on CBS’ "60 Minutes" Sunday, the president praised his wife’s composure during the weekend shooting.

"Well, my thought was, you know, I’ve been through this before a couple of times, and she has not, to this extent," he said. "She handled it great. I mean, she was, she is very strong, smart. She got it. She knew what was happening."

The first lady was not present when a gunman attempted to assassinate her husband at a 2024 campaign rally in Butler, Pennsylvania. The same was true when another gunman attempted to assassinate him later that year outside his golf course in West Palm Beach, Florida.

This article was originally published on NBCNews.com

https://www.msn.com/en-us/news/politics/melania-trump-rips-jimmy-kimmel-and-urges-abc-to-take-a-stand/ar-AA21Q7Nw?ocid=BingNewsSerp }}

Which led into my own sticky situation, here. Why 🤔 do we let other peoples words 💬 ruin our dreams? It’s like their words can absorb into our thoughts 🧠 and then the downward spiral starts 💔 Why do the words that hurt us stick so much longer than the words that lift us? We share something we love, something we’ve poured our heart into … and one dismissive comment 🤦🏻‍♀️ can drown out a dozen kind ones 😌

This is how it's supposed to be:

The way it's supposed to be …

And I won't accept anything less.

I watched my sister-in-laws who married into the Hargand family … and my sister who married into the Halfmoon family, be disrespected & treated like nobody's 😩💔😭 And I always avoided that kind of toxic treatment. Bob treated me good - he went beyond loving me: he cherished me - if anyone talked derogatorily about me (usually family members), he cut time spent with them; if I wasn't invited, he stopped going. This upset a lot of people, but it kept US strong 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨

MPO is that if a man doesn't place his wife at the top of the totem pole, he wasn't raised right 🤨 If a man chooses anyone - or anything - over & above his wife … he deserves to lose her & she's better off without him.

2 out of 4; still holding out for Song of Solomon 2:10 & Ephesians 5:25 Deal Breakers.

I have never entertained a toxic alpha-mentality 😤 male, and it is embarrassing 🙄 that I now find myself hobbled to one.

I don't allow myself to be disrespected, or treated like I don't exist when we go to social gatherings: so, now he goes alone and can stay gone.

I deserve to be loved openly 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨💖

I deserve to be cherished like I am a precious gem in my husband's crown 💎🦁👑

I expect to be 1st in my husband's life 💯

I'm worth it & I won't settle for anything less.

HE can call me a goat 🐐 all he wants to; as a Capricorn … I'll accept it as a compliment 😉

GOAT is an acronym for "Greatest Of All Time" and is used to praise individuals, performances, or creations that are unmatched in quality or achievement.

While I was scrolling FB Reels 💻🌐🎞️ I saw a cool semi - I was surprised it is licensed & acceptable for hauling gigs … but, it is cool.

A steam punk 18 wheeler - I would love to come across this fella, if I ever get back to road gypsying!

Seeing all that metal work got me to thinking 🤔 about the Spirits of Iron Sculpture Park, about an hour from here; the 1st & last time I as there, was the summer of 2022. I'm thinking about a revisit around Mother's Day 📅 - it will get me out of the house, and redirect my thoughts away from all the missingness of my Past Life, as well as my current life.

I think a Day out  - minding my own business 📸 & mingling with strangers, is called for ⛽️🚘🗺️🏔️👭😊

These pieces of beautiful artwork are very tall.

NEW ADVENTURES FOR MY NEW LIFE ~Shabbat Blessing:  (https://jeastofeden.blogspot.com/2022/08/new-adventures-for-my-new-life-shabbat.html)

Mother's Day Plans while here, in WA~Toledo, Ethel, Mossyrock, Morton, Mineral, Elbe & 'Iron Spirits' this side of Ashford.

I'm very familiar with the region, the roads - and honestly … I am more comfortable with strangers than I am with family: strangers allow you to breathe without crowding your personal space, asking prodding questions they have no right to delve into, or trying to dominate your life.

Yeah - this describes me well 😂🤣 I can walk in nature, & hobnob with strangers, for hours on end; but peopling with relatives for even the bare minimum - totally drains me.

I've got the time, I've got 💰 saved, and I will borrow Betsy 🚘🤝

Things are looking better, already 👌😁