I STILL FEEL this way.
And any amount of bullying will have me digging my heels in like my childhood school mascot (a mule 😉).
I had hoped to get to some fellowship in Rosburg Thursday afternoons … but my husband thinks otherwise.
We will only be in WA State for a few more months - and he has every week BOOKED with Kelso & Woodland "appointments" (Wednesdays - Sundays; family, and weasel).
There is a fellowship here, local, but I would like to go to meets with my husband, who claims Christianity. When I was a Solo Lobo, I didn't mind going to new places alone: I was alone. But I am not alone now - and I do not like fielding the inevitable queries, "Are you married?" & "Where's your Husband?" Solo Lobo queries were not uncomfortable; questions asked now, will be uncomfortable.
The ONLY place Holland wants to go is to a vineyard deceptive gatherings - and he knows I will never go to those with him. He knows I MISS Fellowship; but if the atmosphere is not a concert environment with screaming guitars like metallica and ac/dc, backed by 2 hours of heretical BS … then he just shuts he whole concept down and calls me a "hater!"
Regardless, I STILL FEEL the same way as I did when I posted this Blog Post in 2022:
Walking With God Post:
https://jeastofeden.blogspot.com/2022/04/walking-with-god.html
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