It is wet & windy here, today; looking out my windows while sipping my morning joy juice ☕️, I could hear pinecones bouncing off the roof, when winds are high.
The stormy weather also got me to thinking of the post I drafted & posted a week or so ago 🤔, about lighthouses & butterflies … and even though we are now separated while Holland works through his caterpillar stage, I'm sticking with what I posted - I've already gone through what he's struggling with 🌊, so I can wait him out ⚓️; and if he is the man of God that he thinks he is, then he'll eventually stop fighting Elohim & me, and get aboard with Elohim's Plan instead of chasing after his family's crazy train agenda 🎭😵💫
He called the other night 📱, saying, "Hey Baby, you got a few minutes?" I asked what was up, and he said, "I just thought we could talk a few minutes." Hmmm. Basically he wanted to talk 🤠; so, I listened 👂 Then I said, "I think you need to work through whatever you need to work through. You know how I feel about everything you just talked about; nothing has changed on my end. I married YOU - I did not marry [the family]. As long as you are married to [the family] you can't be a full-time husband to me. As long as you are running everyone's life … and taking on all the responsibilities of [the family], you don't have the time … or the inclination to build a Life with me. You can't have it both ways 💔, Holland. You either want to be married to them, or you want to be married to me. You need to work things out & figure out what loyalties truly rule your life." He said, "You're still my responsibility 🦁" I replied, "I don't want to be another responsibility … that position is already taken by [the family]. You need to work through whatever you need to work through, to understand what a wife is, and what my purpose in your life, is."
Convo ended. This is a true blessed mess.
I'm not going to apologize for his lack of comprehension 🤷♀️ - or accept [the family] sketchy behavior 💩: I signed on the dotted line ✍️📜 to be a helpmeet 👩❤️💋👨 … not an enabler for bad behavior 🤯
People who have known me my whole life in WA, & have stuck with me; people who have come to know me through my Blog & FB posts - and who are still here 👭 … know what I've gone through over the decades 💔🤦🏻♀️🦋 - and why I'm being a hardliner in this situation.
Holland will have to come to that same understanding 🤔: and he eventually will, if he ever knew me as well as he thinks he does. He will, if he gives Elohim ☝️ the ear 👂 - and Yeshua ✝️ the heart ❤️ he claims he does.
If he gives me what he is giving [the family], instead.
Every 6 months 😤! I wonder how many 70 x 7's 🙄 we've cycled through 🙏
Honestly, after coming to understand the ridiculous {family 🍋🤪} mindset, I understand why so many of them have a hard time maintaining a marital status: wives stand no chance at all 😱😭💔 when pitted against [the family] loyalty clause 🤡
Until Biblical helpmeet comprehension dawns on him 🔍📖, he'll stay handicapped and chained to the whackadoodle [family] religiosity mentality 😈, that keeps separating us.
We'll be here - in the WA redmill stronghold region 👺 - until December & possibly longer. It's anybody's guess 😒 what will happen with US, in the meanwhile 📅
Morning coffee finished - and mentally backing out of ensnaring rabbit trail 🐰thoughts 🧠; I picked through my yarn cache, chose a color, and got busy designing another little "necessity" 😉, for my little home 🏠, while listening to a podcast 💻🎙️ I enjoy 😊
And, I worked a short workout in … the rain makes me sleepy, and I'm not wanting to nap - so, like a toddler avoiding the sandman's visit, I kicked my dragging tail into gear to shake the sleepiness off 😂🤣 But, I also happen to enjoy workouts & my lungs 🌬️ are cooperating today 👍
When you can spare 5 minutes ⏱️ in your Day - The Darebee 5-Minute Filler workout fits the bill 👌 - this workout improves your balance, coordination, core strength, lateral abs, hip tendons, glutes, quads and hamstrings..
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I ate a simple supper of tenderized & seasoned steak 🥩, slow-cooked with garlic 🧄, in Olive Oil under a lid; with a baked potato 🥔, on the side: the combo was perfect food fare for today's weather mood 😊
Dishes done, I visited a few Blogger friends, posted a pattern post to some crafting Blog Hops … and finished the evening, relaxing with a robust western movie, filmed with a stellar cast 💻🎬:
It's been a peacefully cozy Day, all the way around, today: I choose to be a positive person, not because it’s easy - but because I’m intentional about being positive. Positivity makes life more beautiful.
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