It's a little nippy here, in sunny Arizona …
Janis Joplin - 'Down On Me' song: (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8hxM_MkCXMU)
There's an aura of blues in the air; and Bleu is at my feet.
Bleu.
Leon Russell - 'Trouble In Mind' song: (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DF5mctkQ8Xw)
I've got coffee in hand and looking for sunshine out my window.
Time with Mr. Complication will be a good testimony, later; it's just hard in the moment.
Lingering baggage from the Past is making life in the Present very unpleasant :-(
Janis Joplin - 'Intruder' song:
(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eHHCZa2V8Bo)
When these moments show up (and they always do - every 2 weeks), I remind myself the withdrawal is not running; presence - even a distant presence - means that hope has not given up.
Janis Joplin - 'Try' song:
(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bLyWd6tnEPM)
Life is complicated and the excess baggage is tiring; a clean break from the bad, and a strong shot of good about now … would be nice, Lord.
Janis Joplin - 'Ball & Chain' song:
(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mrF_nM9pknU)
Janis Joplin - 'Work Me Lord' song:
(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OpHaUeYdL_A)
I've never been in a relationship like this before: I've never allowed this type of behavior before.
But this is where Elohim has led me.
It's a strange place to be.
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